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hyuk✮i

hyuk✮i

my IQ is lower than my will to live
Jun 12, 2025
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have you ever had some periods where you can't think at all, like your thought process doesn't work and your brain is the equivalent of a vegetable
my partner said i might have acquired aphantasia but i don't know, maybe it's just the depression since it appeared during that period
 
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Hollowman

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I've had periods like that on and off for 35 years. Now it's pretty much permanent. I developed aphantasia in my early 20s
 
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hyuk✮i

hyuk✮i

my IQ is lower than my will to live
Jun 12, 2025
37
I've had periods like that on and off for 35 years. Now it's pretty much permanent. I developed aphantasia in my early 20s
i'm sorry for you man
 
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Hollowman

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So you're not sure if you have aphantasia? If you can't see images in your minds eye or they're dimmer than before you probably have it.
 
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ashendreams

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May 31, 2025
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i get this from time to time, for a few hours to a few days at a time. had a pretty bad bout of it last night actually. just cant think clearly about anything and trying to think gives me a headache. i figure it's just dissociation but i dont really know
 

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