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Forever27
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- Sep 21, 2020
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Hi guys,
I'm planning to ctb this December. I'd go today if I could but I have some real financial incentive for my family.
Partial hanging has always been my go to, since I seriously started considering ctb as an option. To give it a crude trial run, I located my carotid with my fingers while lying down and gave it a reasonable violent squeeze for a few seconds till I started to pass out.
Holy shit, what a warm feeling. As the sound of the ceiling fan faded, I got the strangest sensation that the hand on my neck was not really mine, as if it were someone else. I freaked out and let go at this point and my head underwent a cocktail of wierd warm feelings I really can't describe. As the blood flow returned, it was a wierd moment when I felt like I was returning to control my body again.
I've tried it before but never went this far. I feel like I shouldn't be doing this casually as I do have a mild headache now and I don't want to be brain damaged for the tiny remainder of my life
But yeah, 9.5/10 it was fun
Hoping for a perfect score in dec
I'm planning to ctb this December. I'd go today if I could but I have some real financial incentive for my family.
Partial hanging has always been my go to, since I seriously started considering ctb as an option. To give it a crude trial run, I located my carotid with my fingers while lying down and gave it a reasonable violent squeeze for a few seconds till I started to pass out.
Holy shit, what a warm feeling. As the sound of the ceiling fan faded, I got the strangest sensation that the hand on my neck was not really mine, as if it were someone else. I freaked out and let go at this point and my head underwent a cocktail of wierd warm feelings I really can't describe. As the blood flow returned, it was a wierd moment when I felt like I was returning to control my body again.
I've tried it before but never went this far. I feel like I shouldn't be doing this casually as I do have a mild headache now and I don't want to be brain damaged for the tiny remainder of my life
But yeah, 9.5/10 it was fun
Hoping for a perfect score in dec