Goyasan

Goyasan

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Nov 24, 2019
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it depends on what it is. maybe benzocaine is safe as a powder or maybe its
not

one day i drank caffeine powder with apple juice to try to die and was throwing up blood

it made me so sick

i got it from a physical store not online but i dont know what i drank

and it didnt really dissolve
Technically, it is about as safe as the amount you take if that makes sense. But, if the amount of benzocaine in a oral numbing spray is enough to cause problems, which is a low amount, then a concentrated dosage of pure benzocaine in a ethanol solution should possibly be more than enough.

That's, and I don't mean to be rude, because it's probably a very difficult way to overdose that could incur intestinal damage. I'm really sorry to hear that.
 
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rkk3

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Technically, it is about as safe as the amount you take if that makes sense. But, if the amount of benzocaine in a oral numbing spray is enough to cause problems, which is a low amount, then a concentrated dosage of pure benzocaine in a ethanol solution should possibly be more than enough.

That's, and I don't mean to be rude, because it's probably a very difficult way to overdose that could incur intestinal damage. I'm really sorry to hear that.
yes it was so bad that i was going to breathe in water on purpose if i was near water

it made me not afraid of anything

its so much worse than drowning that theres nothing to say

trillion times worse

what it does to throat and lungs but nothing went in my lungs it makes you not scared of drowning so much that you would drown with no fear
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

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one day i drank caffeine powder with apple juice to try to die and was throwing up blood
caffeine powder and apple juice is completely different from benzocaine and alcohol imo
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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it depends what it is

one day i drank caffeine powder with apple juice to try to die and was throwing up blood

it made me so sick

i got it from a store not online but i dont know what i drank

and it didnt really dissolve
Caffeine powder is completely different than Benzocaine Powder, it's two completely different drugs.


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I bought some liquid benzocaine the same stuff in the sprays and I bought the powder. Surprisingly both are cheap
I have enough benzocaine to make me die 3 times over now. Yaya! Lol
 
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Jan 6, 2026
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it depends what it is

one day i drank caffeine powder with apple juice to try to die and was throwing up blood

it made me so sick

i got it from a store not online but i dont know what i drank

and it didnt really dissolve
That's your problem then, if it didn't dissolve then that was the issue. Caffeine is only moderately soluble in water at cold and room temperatures so it may be difficult to get it to fully dissolve without heating the liquid up, and it could also be that it was cut with an inactive ingredient which wasn't soluble in water so it wouldn't dissolve.
Benzocaine powder is soluble in ethanol so theoretically it should dissolve in something like vodka.
 
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rkk3

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That's your problem then, if it didn't dissolve then that was the issue. Caffeine is only moderately soluble in water at cold and room temperatures so it may be difficult to get it to fully dissolve without heating the liquid up, and it could also be that it was cut with an inactive ingredient which wasn't soluble in water so it wouldn't dissolve.
Benzocaine powder is soluble in ethanol so theoretically it should dissolve in something like vodka.
even if it dissolved it would do the same thing

whatever it was it was poison
 
Goyasan

Goyasan

Ah'm tryin' my best!
Nov 24, 2019
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Benzocaine powder is soluble in ethanol so theoretically it should dissolve in something like vodka.
Yeesh, I know we're already discussing it as a means to CTB but I am NOT going to look forward to drinking an unholy mixture of staight vodka with benzocaine. I wonder if mixing it in something would lessen its potency/lethality because at least SN (from my experience) was manageable to swallow down alone, but vodka? Eugh.
 
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