Help Numb the pain of Stabbing

[Griffith_NPD]

I don't believe my SN will arrive in time before I head to college for my first year, and I HAVE to CTB before I leave which will be around august 20th. So, my other way I want to CTB is via stabbing myself either in the stomach and bleed out, or stab myself in the heart. Either way, is their anyway I can numb this process? Does anyone have any tips to numb my skin so it wont hurt as much during the initial stab.... Please, anything... Thank you.

Like I remember someone saying something about freezing you arm and being in a tub then cutting that arm and bleeding out, so can I freeze my stomach/chest?

 

[AShipinthedark]

I memory comes to me, hopefully someone can make sense of it..."Emmla Cream"?

 

[Lulzacruel]

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UnFORTunably, ii cannot think of a waey to do this with generic over the counter substances.

MaYbe lidacaine in its OTC form depending on what country you live in?

i saw that it was possible to extract lidocaine from sources such as anal lube, maybe you could watch a tutorial on that?

maybe heavy opioids if ya new a dealier??

other than that, just wait for your SN man, your lucky to have SN being delivered to yo' doostep.

 

[Griffith_NPD]

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UnFORTunably, ii cannot think of a waey to do this with generic over the counter substances.

MaYbe lidacaine in its OTC form depending on what country you live in?

i saw that it was possible to extract lidocaine from sources such as anal lube, maybe you could watch a tutorial on that?

maybe heavy opioids if ya new a dealier??

other than that, just wait for your SN man, your lucky to have SN being delivered to yo' doostep.

yeah, although the SN is out of stock, and not sure when it will be "in" stock. They said it would be in stock soon (6 days ago).

 

[Lulzacruel]

yeah, although the SN is out of stock, and not sure when it will be "in" stock. They said it would be in stock soon (6 days ago).

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ii feel like its too early for you to decide on whether or not to skip the SN.

Just wait if you can, i feel like the talk about killing via stabbing is early

also stabbing doesnt have a high rate of success so you might wake up as a huge 'ol veggie.