Nudge SN Europe

[born_borken]

Hello everyone !

I know this question is often asked and especially by new members - like I am. Sorry about that. And about my english.
I read a lot of others threads, and I understand you guys can't juste give sources to anyone new who asks.
But I am running out of time to CTB and feel like I don't have much to bring to others on the forum, so I tried to find a source by myself...

My circumstances are worsening fast and I am afraid I soon could be in a situation where I will not able to CTB anymore.
I m also afraid of the restrictions going up on SN.

All my life I struggled with big cognitive and emotional difficulties, I am very apathetic and it is difficult for me to understand and do even basic, daily things.. I can't go on like this anymore. I really tried my best but it is far from enough and I know I will never be able to live a normal life, not even close... Could be OK if I was at least able to "enjoy the little things" or anything really, but I never could. I really have no reason to live, I am a burden for myself and others.

I really struggle even with CTB. It is the only thing I can think about for a long time, but due to cognitive issues and apathy, I don't even feel able to find a place to jump, hang myself properly, or anything. I feel trapped and really want to end this before it worsens even more. That's why I feel SN is my only option... I should at least be able to pick a package and drink a glass.

I spent days reading the forum and searching for SN, and found a source which could be the one some call "BM". I am in Europe, but not in the country where the shop sells. For out of country orders, they ask to place it via e-mail. I have an idea of how to manage this - even if not sure I can do it right. I don't think I will be able to do the tests correctly so I would to be helped to know if it is the legit source...

It contains the two initials I just mentioned and it is relatively 'easy' to find. It sells its own brand.
But there are not a lot of info on the product. (not the grade for exemple). Only 'NANO2', cleanliness 99%.

Also, there is another brand with quite similar initials and quite similar products... Only difference is that the name is a bit longer...
I don't know what to think ?

Could someone please help me in the right direction ?

 

[Yavannah]

if its declared as Nano2 its the right stuff
just write them an email and ask for purity
im suffering from severe cognitive impairments myself (diagnosed autism & adhd)
most ctb methods are impossible for me accomplish so i feel your pain..

 

[born_borken]

Oh thank you a lot for answering.
I am sorry you share those difficulties

I am a bit afraid to ask, because, what if they ask what I what to do with the product ?!

 

[voidstar]

If the source is named something like B***** and polish then it's the source a few other users have bought from, mentioned in these threads:

SN from B

Has anyone bought SN from polish seller B lately? Has anyone tested it lately? Not so sure how thrustworthy and pure this source is. Would be grateful for any info!

sanctioned-suicide.net

Anyone tested SN from a polish source?

The product is from a brand called B*****. Feel free to pm me if you want to

sanctioned-suicide.net

Should be fine to buy from.
Also just give a general answer should they ask, like to cure meat or for some metal finishing (that's what a quick Google search told me what you can do with it beside the obvious).
*edit: I've read that it's also useful as a pesticide?

 

[born_borken]

Wow thank you a lot.
(I think you can take the stars off since I read, seems too much info on a public thread ?)
If someones have an other source to PM, I would be grateful, I think I will buy 2 of them to be sure.
Thanks again !

 

[voidstar]

Wow thank you a lot.
(I think you can take the stars off since I read, seems too much info on a public thread ?)
If someones have an other source to PM, I would be grateful, I think I will buy 2 of them to be sure.
Thanks again !

Thanks for the pointer, identifying stars have been removed again :)
And no problem, I'm searching myself to have it as a backup.

 

[born_borken]

I wish you luck in your search ! And everything else.

 

[Yavannah]

Oh thank you a lot for answering.
I am sorry you share those difficulties

I am a bit afraid to ask, because, what if they ask what I what to do with the product ?!

curing meat - thats what its normally used for

 

[orange-waffle]

Wow thank you a lot.
(I think you can take the stars off since I read, seems too much info on a public thread ?)
If someones have an other source to PM, I would be grateful, I think I will buy 2 of them to be sure.
Thanks again !

could you pm your sn source please?