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Poisonblood
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- Mar 26, 2021
- 31
I'm trying hard (no pun intended) to do NoFap but I always fail after many days have passed. I used to masturbate a lot months ago and I want to break the cycle. When I do NoFap, I feel better as a person, my voice is deeper, I feel more masculine, and I feel less anxious but, like I said, the urge to masturbate after many days is like water from dam. It doesn't help that 24/7 I'm in my room on the computer doing nothing but surf the internet and play video games. I hate my boring, shitty life and as much as I try to improve it, I fail. At this point, I wouldn't mind leaving the house and my shitty family and become a hobo in the wilderness but my city and many parts of my country don't let people travel far without bullshit requirements. That and I'm fat so if I travel I will draw attention from people which is the last thing I want because I have social anxiety. Shit, all I want is to have peace and I can't have it!