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Poisonblood

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Mar 26, 2021
31
I'm trying hard (no pun intended) to do NoFap but I always fail after many days have passed. I used to masturbate a lot months ago and I want to break the cycle. When I do NoFap, I feel better as a person, my voice is deeper, I feel more masculine, and I feel less anxious but, like I said, the urge to masturbate after many days is like water from dam. It doesn't help that 24/7 I'm in my room on the computer doing nothing but surf the internet and play video games. I hate my boring, shitty life and as much as I try to improve it, I fail. At this point, I wouldn't mind leaving the house and my shitty family and become a hobo in the wilderness but my city and many parts of my country don't let people travel far without bullshit requirements. That and I'm fat so if I travel I will draw attention from people which is the last thing I want because I have social anxiety. Shit, all I want is to have peace and I can't have it!
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Been feeling so suicidal these days that I lost enjoyment for everything even masturbation/orgasm.
 
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Supersadmommy90

Student
Sep 24, 2019
186
As little as possible, not as much as possible
 
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
657
I masturbate every time I have a very strong erection, because I have a short frenulum and they can become very painful.
on average once a day, sometimes more, sometimes less.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
Its possible to WANK to death. Theres been some reported cases of men found dead after a long Jodrell Bank.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Its possible to WANK to death.
Season 3 Flirting GIF by American Gods
Yes Please GIF by MOODMAN
 
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peach75

Member
Oct 27, 2021
29
3x times, morning, afternoon, night but im girl
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
I am a 20 year old male but even for my demographic I used to have a ridiculously high libido. I could not go a day without knocking one off. I wouldn't ever need porn or barely even any stimulation, just my imagination. But yet I didn't ever really enjoy it. I just did it to feel less on edge throughout the day. Same with sex, I got aroused and felt like I needed it - and it's not like I hated having sex - but yet I didn't really enjoy it and would rarely ever cum from vaginal sex alone.

But then I met the love of my life and she made me enjoy sex. It was the affection and care for each other that makes sex so much more enjoyable for me. However when she left me my libido has been crushed. Also I'm fairly certain anti-depressants have permanently damaged my level of sexual arousal.

Since breaking up I haven't ejaculated once. But at least I'll complete No Nut November!
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Do you feel like your "urges" have increased or decreased since felt the urge to CTB?

I didn't know what masturbation was when I first started fantasizing about not existing.
 
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Solar1703

Student
Jun 13, 2021
113
I'm single so I'm up to once or twice a day, just to relieve tension.
 
FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Alot, almost every day, usually once or twice but sometimes 4-5 times a day I definitely do it more since my depression got worse it's not uncommon for me to lose 3 or more hours some days doing it.
It distracts me.. but sometimes I just end up crying so.... yea.
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
It really just depends. Usually once a day or 2-3 times a week lately.
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
761
In the lockdown, everyday. Now, every 2-3 days.
Is this because you started to have sex with other people again after the lockdowns ended?
Rarely. I'm so conscious of the fact that my loving parents decided to mutilate my genitals for their religious custom that any "urge" is subdued by feeling incomplete, due to my BPD and the fact that they removed 20,000 nerve endings and skin that's supposed to protect the glans from chafing.
I totally get it, though very fortunately for me, my distress and despair over the mutilation has somehow never made me impotent with a woman I love.
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
i,m masturbating right now
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Every Wednesday, Golden Girls reruns…
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I use to masturbate a lot but stopped when I was 21. Honestly I wish I never touched myself unleashing the sexual desires and looking at men as sex objects instead of potential acquaintances. It totally corrupts you
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I am having a low sex drive lately due to depression and ctb thoughts so I don't care about sex or sexual pleasure. I don't feel good before nor after orgasm.
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,373
At least once a day every day in order to prevent prostate cancer.
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
i love the feeling of cum blasting out
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

Student
May 19, 2022
161
I've been mastrubating from past 15 years currently 27 yrs old and i think it destroyed my mental health.
 
StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
2-3 times a day lmao I'm a degenerate porn addict
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Why is this in suicide discussion?
 
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