Discussion NSFW How often you guys masturbate?

[beefbaby]

Do you feel like your "urges" have increased or decreased since felt the urge to CTB?

 

[Apricity]

Probably increased. I'm up to every day. Probably doesn't help that my wife won't give me any. Guess she's saving it for her boss.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Guess she's saving it for her boss.

Mother of all suicide fuel.

 

[iamthewalrus]

increased. did it everyday

 

[Apricity]

Mother of all suicide fuel.

Yup, it's the final straw. I'm still debating on whether to let her find me or go to a hotel.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Too much. Accordingly, my willpower is almost gone.

 

[quakociaptockh2]

In the lockdown, everyday. Now, every 2-3 days.

 

[Seiba]

once to twice a day but i think it's largely due to being home all day due to neetdom than burning desire

 

[enau]

I have more pulsion, but im so disguted of everything that i do nothing.. so decreasing

 

[nerve]

Depends on what time of the month it is & where my hormones are at. Sometimes like twice a week sometimes like twice a day.

I've wanted to ctb in some capacity since I was like 6, so it's hard to say, but the more I decline mentally and start losing interest in other things, the more I lean on masturbating as a coping skill / sleep aid / time killer. It's honestly getting a little boring sometimes though :v

 

[Donk]

I don't fap when I'm at my very low. once a week normally.

 

[Peel_the_Banana]

Yup, it's the final straw. I'm still debating on whether to let her find me or go to a hotel.

She aint worth it. She'll probably run to her boss for comfort.


Not sure what kind of dude you are, but if you decide on trying to stick it to her, stage a scene where your penis is hanging out with coke (fake white powder) on it and condom rappers everywhere. That'll teach her.

If you have the balls and you hate her you can write her a nice-ty 3 word "love" note. (not "I love you" of course...) Even if she finds out the scene was staged It'll leave her wondering why you were being so cruel. It will make her wonder who you really were.

If you're worried about rumors and saving face send a note to your best friend or mom to tell them you staged it on purpose.


Married women who are fucking their bosses are ruthless. This type of chit rarely lasts. Don't worry. Boss will dump her when you're gone cause she'll get clingy and want more. Probability is not on her side that they will marry or carry on successfully.


Edit: PS Its just a thought. I was sort of joking...but something like this will get to her. Women hate to be left wondering.

 

[deathisnear]

It definitely has increased, I jack off 1-2 times a day now

 

[ClownMe]

2-3 times a day. I do it more now since I have my sights set on ctb because nothing interests me anymore and I spend most my time in my room and browsing on my phone.

 

[callme]

Did you mean, how many times a day?
I will only answer only when girls start a "how often do you squirt" thread.

 

[ForNow]

Depends on my anxiety/loneliness levels (dealing with people). The higher both are, then probably daily. If I'm feeling fairly calm/chill -- then not often. I'm normally asexual, so I use it mostly to let off frustration/aggression before my temper goes off. Seems worse lately, yes .....

 

[Hurt]

It depends on my mood. It could be everyday or few times a week. It helps me for anxiety.

 

[callme]

It depends on my mood. It could be everyday or few times a week. It helps me for anxiety.

Yeah, right on. And they say self-medication wasn't recommended.

 

[Jblack]

definitely increases as I contemplate exiting. sad I know.

 

[ziplockzzz]

Probably increased. I'm up to every day. Probably doesn't help that my wife won't give me any. Guess she's saving it for her boss.

I can't think of anything more shitty than this. The feeling of emasculation that comes with something like that, the self loathing, the helplessness- I wish no one has to go through that. But I know they will.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Every time i see a NSFW topic like this in the suicide discussion and not in the general discussion sub. Hnnnnnnnnng

 

[JonL666]

I'm finding it varies when I first decided to CBT for sure and another relationship went to shit it seemed to increase definitely Daily, I'm not sure if it can also be linked to substances I went back to some bad old habits, I.E speed and that definitely increased the amount But now I just drink and try and secure my method and get things in order it feels like a complete flunk has encompassed me and I don't even feel a twinge anymore I'm not sure if excess drinking is to blame or just the loss of interest in anything.

 

[one.way.out]

about once a day, usually

 

[Luu]

Never. Im asexual lol

 

[lex]

Too often to count. Wish it wasn't be like that. I hate it

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Today was twice, I'm built for one per day so the second one is almost always worse. My penis looks so fucking small compared to the rest of my body it's hilarious.

 

[LivideLamb]

Never.

I feel like I have a lot of urges, I guess I like pretending that NoFap is doing good for me. I feel less shitty about myself when I don't do it.

 

[deathisnear]

Im almost addicted to it, I might cum twice a day, but im always playing with my dick throughout the day. A lot of times when I think about CTB, it actually gets me harder

 

[NeverNoLuck]

Not as often. I only do it now to feel something. Libido has been nonexistent lately.

 

[callme]

Not as often. I only do it now to feel something. Libido has been nonexistent lately.

Not a jab at your condition and struggles, but it seems to be the case with many suffering from existential dread/anhedonia/ related conditions. Do you happen to know why, how it develops and what makes it so? I am one mysel with a loss of libido and no erection btw..