Now

[cyanideguy]

After punking out a few months ago, now is the time. I have the CN prepared, tye prep work done and now is the time. When my wife and daughter return home, there will be nothing they can do.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear you're leaving. Just do everything carefully and make sure you're 100% sure of this. (no pun intended).

Wish you love and eternal peace.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Wishing you peace

 

[Soulless Angel]

Are you sure this is right for you?

 

[loopylou]

I'm sorry but it's one thing exposing your wife to that, but your child too?

 

[Soulless Angel]

I'm sorry but it's one thing exposing your wife to that, but your child too?

I didn't want to mention that but yea my thoughts too!

 

[Mentalmick]

Are you trying to send your daughter down the same route as yourself?

 

[fred farkle]

I'm sorry but it's one thing exposing your wife to that, but your child too?

yes my thought,too. the child??

 

[cyanideguy]

I'm sorry but it's one thing exposing your wife to that, but your child too?

She's 31.

 

[Soulless Angel]

She's 31.

I don't think age is relevant, she is still your child!

 

[yetme]

Whatever you decide to do, it's your choice. Good luck with it!

 

[loopylou]

She's 31.

So? That will damage her the rest of her life.

 

[cyanideguy]

The first cup is in. And now...I wait.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

So? That will damage her the rest of her life.

It will damage his wife as well. It would be better if a stranger or paramedic could find him, this needs more planning.

 

[loopylou]

The first cup is in. And now...I wait.

At the very least put a warning to them on the door :/

 

[aminend]

The first cup is in. And now...I wait.

Did u take cyanide?
How are u?
Still here?

 

[Soulless Angel]

The first cup is in. And now...I wait.

So whats happening

 

[ZardozOmega]

What is CN?

 

[Mentalmick]

What is CN?

I assume it's cyanide.

 

[blahblahhh]

Peace dude

 

[Soulless Angel]

He hasn't been back on since last night, anyone know this dude off the site, or what may have happened to him? I feel for his wife and daughter if he did :(

 

[popcorn]

cyanide is pretty dangerous to anyone near by

only specified sites in the UK can do an autopsy on suspected cyanide poisonin, i hope he didnt put his famo and paramedics at risk like that

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

RIP

 

[grungeCat]

Safe travels.

 

[Aloken]

I'm surprised at how much criticism this guy took before his last moments. You don't know him nor his family. You don't know if he had the opportunity to leave his house (covid is an x factor now) or if he indeed left a warning note. You don't know anything about what measures he took or didn't take, yet you judged him and not in a nice way and assumed he didn't take any. You also don't know anything about his wife and daughter. Anyway, maybe I'm wrong, but I really didn't like all this storm of judgment in his last moments. I assume he felt a lot of pain to come to this and I don't think he needed to feel more of it now

 

[wishicouldgoback]

Godspeed

 

[Soulless Angel]

I'm surprised at how much criticism this guy took before his last moments. You don't know him nor his family. You don't know if he had the opportunity to leave his house (covid is an x factor now) or if he indeed left a warning note. You don't know anything about what measures he took or didn't take, yet you judged him and not in a nice way and assumed he didn't take any. You also don't know anything about his wife and daughter. Anyway, maybe I'm wrong, but I really didn't like all this storm of judgment in his last moments. I assume he felt a lot of pain to come to this and I don't think he needed to feel more of it now

there was no judgement, would you rather we responded to him, Good on ya mate, good luck with what you are doing?!!! Seriously?!! NO ONE in their right mind replies like that, in fact my first reply was is this right for you... Non judging literally just asking, to ensure he wasn't doing something he may later wish he hadn't (depending on the outcome)
Of course we are going to ask him to think of his family, this forum is full of pro life trolls who will use ANYTHING against us, so come on now, we are doing to do anything we can to persuade this guy otherwise, and ask him to think of others, as according to pro lifers, we don't do things like that, apparently all we do is encourage people to take their life, yet the moment we are asking some dude if this is right and so forth, we have people lie you accusing us of being judgemental?
No we don't know his story this is why we were trying to ask him, what was going on etc.

 

[Aloken]

there was no judgement, would you rather we responded to him, Good on ya mate, good luck with what you are doing?!!! Seriously?!! NO ONE in their right mind replies like that, in fact my first reply was is this right for you... Non judging literally just asking, to ensure he wasn't doing something he may later wish he hadn't (depending on the outcome)
Of course we are going to ask him to think of his family, this forum is full of pro life trolls who will use ANYTHING against us, so come on now, we are doing to do anything we can to persuade this guy otherwise, and ask him to think of others, as according to pro lifers, we don't do things like that, apparently all we do is encourage people to take their life, yet the moment we are asking some dude if this is right and so forth, we have people lie you accusing us of being judgemental?
No we don't know his story this is why we were trying to ask him, what was going on etc.

Um, you better mind your tone. I was being polite. When exactly did I say you should have said "yeah mate, nice, good luck" etc etc? I only said you were being judgmental and not in a nice way. I don't know who said what exactly, I didn't point fingers on specific people, I was speaking generally.

So, in order to satisfy pro-lifers, you do what pro-lifers do?... I never said that we shouldn't ask the person if this is really what they want to do, but some people here accused the person of being irresponsible, while having no clue if he really was irresponsible. You just assumed and you judged a person who was in pain. And no, asking a person to think of his family and trying to persuade them not to do it IN THEIR LAST MOMENTS I believe is a very non compassionate thing to do (I'm sorry, English is not my first language) and a thing a pro-lifer would do. It's one thing to ask the person if this is the right thing to do and if they have thought this through and it's another to try to persuade them not to do it and to guilt trip them while they ctb and judge them. Yes, some people did judge him about his choices to do it in the house. This isn't right for me. You're gonna turn this place into a pro-life one to satisfy those pro-lifers while this should be a sanctuary for people in pain. And to be clear once again, I never said you shouldn't ask the person if they're sure and I never said you should have said "nice bro, good luck" or anything. Honestly, I don't even know how you got there from what I said

 

[Soulless Angel]

Um, you better mind your tone. I was being polite. When exactly did I say you should have said "yeah mate, nice, good luck" etc etc? I only said you were being judgmental and not in a nice way. I don't know who said what exactly, I didn't point fingers on specific people, I was speaking generally.

So, in order to satisfy pro-lifers, you do what pro-lifers do?... I never said that we shouldn't ask the person if this is really what they want to do, but some people here accused the person of being irresponsible, while having no clue if he really was irresponsible. You just assumed and you judged a person who was in pain. And no, asking a person to think of his family and trying to persuade them not to do it IN THEIR LAST MOMENTS I believe is a very non compassionate thing to do (I'm sorry, English is not my first language) and a thing a pro-lifer would do. It's one thing to ask the person if this is the right thing to do and if they have thought this through and it's another to try to persuade them not to do it and to guilt trip them while they ctb and judge them. Yes, some people did judge him about his choices to do it in the house. This isn't right for me. You're gonna turn this place into a pro-life one to satisfy those pro-lifers while this should be a sanctuary for people in pain. And to be clear once again, I never said you shouldn't ask the person if they're sure and I never said you should have said "nice bro, good luck" or anything. Honestly, I don't even know how you got there from what I said

I have no idea who you are and I have been on this forum since April 2019, and you are the first person I am about to fall out with, I have rum, a lot of rum, and ill debate all day, I am blunt and respond with what I see and think. I am one who just says what they think , I truly have never given a fuck and right now, you are the first person who's taken offence to anything I have said,
I am not saying about satisfying pro lifers, I am just more careful to how things are on this forum, and how things come across, having been caught up with debates with prolifers off the forum about this forum, I can (stupidly) understand some of their view point, whilst respecting that people have a right to choose to life or die, my first question to this dude of, are you sure this is the right thing for you, is NOT judgemental, its simply a question to see if this person really is in the right mind set. Back in Sept I was on the edge of a bridge, I posted in this very forum, two PMs came to me, both saying the same, and it made me think and got me talking, as a result I am still here to this day (never quite worked out if that is a good thing or bad thing)

It was the person after me who mentioned his daughter, which I had refrained from mentioning, but it was only when they did, that I too chipped in my thoughts,
I came back on this morning, and yes I mentioned I was concerned for his wife and daughter, as no one should be finding a person dead from their own hands, the trauma would be too much, I just in a way hoped this guy had thought it through more, I havent stopped thinking of him all night, concerned for him, as well as his family. that is not judgemental, that is a caring person wishing they could have reached out to someone in desperate need at a dark time in their life

 

[-Toplox-]

Goodbye man. I hope you're at peace