Venting Nothing makes sense

[RealitySurf]

I can't understand how people enjoy life, I don't want to live a long life, I don't want kids, wife, cars or a house, nothing in life motivates me, why am i like this, I just wanna sleep forever, I know this sounds super generic n stupid idk, I just wanted to say it, because I don't know what to do, even the things I used to enjoy seem so boring now
I feel so pathetic, my life is pathetic. I've been suicidal for 3 years now, and i don't know why am I still here

I wish killing myself was easier

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i don't want any of those meaningless things you mentioned also. i also want eternal non-existence asap.

No one can convince me there is an objective reason why i have to want to live another minute. Life is meaningless suffering. Nothing matters. The only things that matter to me is me avoiding pain and suffering especially unbearable pain and my suicide asap

I can't believe they imposed this hell on me of being born into this nightmare

And they made suicide extremely difficult to make this world a prison and keeep us all as slaves..

the truth is censored. That's why most people don't realize we are living in an extreme suicide prohibition state in which they have stolen our most important rights like the right to move away from extreme suffering.

if someone falls into a trap of extreme torture they can't move away from that torture by committing suicide because they made someone helping u in suicide, suicide booths like sarco, nembutal etc crimes

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also just wish to sleep permanently, I personally find it completely undesirable having to exist at all, I'd never wish for this existence, to never exist again is all I wish for. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Same here. I have never desired anything in life. I don't want kids (especially due to antinatalist related reasons) and I just don't want anything else. I have never had any goals or desires in life (aside from the baseline desires of eating and drinking obviously and also wanting death). All I want is permanent non existence, nothing else. Nothing in life interests me and it never will

 

[Electra]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. It doesn't sound "generic" or "boring", it sounds like something majority if not all of us on here have felt/feel. Wish you the best