Venting Nothing makes me happy

[borderline-feline]

Everything is just me trying to fight off emptiness, but nothing works. I hate my job; I hate my life; I don't even like the things I like anymore. I wanna quit my job and move into an independent living facility so I can get away from my father and sister, but I can't afford it. I want to die already. I hate having to interact with people, and even on here, I've ended up with shitty people swarming me to make my problems worse.

I don't think I even know what happiness is. I don't know if I've ever felt it.

 

[annxietty]

Im so sorry you cant even feel at ease here, Ive seen many of your threads and people can be so evil, its very sad... I wish I could give you any advice but Im lost too, I hope you find your way out of all those things that make you feel miserable, it really is hard changing your life and sometimes it seems so useless to even try, but since we are forced to stay I hope you find something that helps you...

 

[borderline-feline]

Im so sorry you cant even feel at ease here, Ive seen many of your threads and people can be so evil, its very sad... I wish I could give you any advice but Im lost too, I hope you find your way out of all those things that make you feel miserable, it really is hard changing your life and sometimes it seems so useless to even try, but since we are forced to stay I hope you find something that helps you...

I just wish that death was an option for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also hate existing very much, and it does sound so tiring and awful what you are going through, to me there could never be such a thing as happiness in this cruel world. But anyway I wish you the best.