Note

[idontknow42]

Anyone else considering not leaving a note? I do not have the energy to write one

It will be amazing when I have the energy to just drink SN.

 

[SpaceCadet]

I don't think i will, don't have the energy aswell, and i can't express my feelings in the way i would like, anything i write probably won't confort my family or landlord, so in my case i see no point of writing one.

 

[Shu]

Don't have the energy or know how to express feelings but still gonna leave one for closure

 

[Darkover]

i've just started writing one i've taken some post from here and include them into my goodbye letter

Spoiler: NOTE

i am sick of having to live here on this forsaken earth having all these needs and want go unfilled
living in poverty not even having my own home to live in
we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live here
the brutality of the food chain, i hate human life because it's dreadful with unlimited potential for suffering
life is a disease, which needs to be eradicated permanently, the way I see it, suicide is a human right.
We all have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing and we have no obligations to stay alive
as we did not ask to exist. It is our life and our decision. In my case, suicide will prevent decades of suffering
it is cruel to expect people to suffer for decades against their wishes and try to force them to live.
. We didn't exist before we were born and we won't exist after. The only thing suicide does is shorten the time you are alive.
In the end, it won't matter anyway. Humans will die out and the universe will keep doing its thing.
slave away for little reward 1000£ a month is nothing doesn't give you much to live on at all
i don't see what right the goverment has to depived us of our privacy and dignity via the law
how democracy is a complete sham and voting is an humiliating ritual, in a democracy your ment to have
the right to private home or private property but the government can remove those privileges at anytime within the law
it's not private property if the police can enter your property at any time and remove you for it, this place is just a open prison
also the government obviously spying on everyone electronic communication(but we will put a stop to that in the future via technology advancement)
i don't believe it's right to bring another person into this cruel world to suffer has i have had to suffer
How could anyone want to live in such a cruel, unfair world where there is so much pain that exists.
Just the fact that so much suffering exists is enough to make me want to leave this world.


i leave disappointed with life and unsatisfied i should of just left at 18 that when it all went to shit
i went to jail for a crime i didn't commit and that runied my chance of having a decent life because after that
i thought to myself if this can happen to me it could happen to someone else there no justice here just a barbaric system
that turned me off from life i thought to my self i won't bread in this shithole and hellhole
my life has just been one big mistake from beginning to end poor health poor everything
it's a shame human beings are so stuipd i could of had a life here if only my parents had taken me
to the dentist i wouldn't of had 22 cavities, my shoulder first dislocated when i was 18 10 times latter my arm is fucked
how was i meant to work with one arm its just dreadfull to be alive here

 

[brnggundottxt]

I'm in a position where the reasons will be painfully obvious lmao. Plus I'm not even doing this to guilt anyone. But it's like playing an open world where you fail a mission, but instead of getting another shot that's it you're just going through the motions wandering the streets. There's only so many cars you can steal or annoying NPCs or ballers you can kill.

I just don't want to find out what their "official" story would be lmao.

 

[ClownMe]

I was originally going to write one, but at this point I don't see the point, it's not like ill be around to see anyone read it.

 

[BrokenLine]

I have tried many times put no one who's in my life really cares. So truth is i don't see the point in trying to explain anything to people i mean nothing too.
Let them think what ever the hell they will.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I plan to complete three different "suicide notes".

The first one is a traditional note, which I'm like halfway done with and serves as a sort of novel or manifesto where I attempt to self-evidently prove why my suicide is necessary.

The second thing is my Animal Crossing New Horizons island which is intended to be a frustrating, unsatisfying, labyrinthian torture chamber meant to display just how exhausting doing simple things like proceeding through life is for me. Getting through the island isn't supposed to be that hard, it's just so damn annoying and painful to get through that it's not worth it even if you do get to the points free from struggle and eyesores. The lesson I'm trying to teach here is that for my life, the journey is so awful that it doesn't matter what the reward is and that's a truth some people just don't get when they tell me I can work to improve my life.

My third thing is an idea I recently thought of where I sketch a comic told from the perspective of my future children trying to deliberately sabotage my life and make it the way it is just to prevent their own birth. As I have mentioned before, this is what I really feel like must have happened for my life to have been ruined so precisely and I'm proud of them so it figures I might as well be the one to tell their story. Too bad my drawing sucks but hopefully it will get the point across. I've only done maybe 8 pages so far.

 

[aludnelac]

i guess this is a very personal thing for everyone.. i think a note helps those you leave behind have some form of closure, and it might even help you make sure all of your feelings are out of your system to the best of your ability before you take the final plunge to hell.. it could help build resolve to steel yourself for what you're about to accomplish.. idk, it's a lot of effort, but you have as much time as you need to do it, since you're going to die soon enough anyway; but hey, it's not a school or work assignment, and that's the beauty of killing yourself, it's the only kind of true self-determination some people feel like they've ever truly had, so every part of it is yours to choose based on comfort!

 

[downsolong]

i used to write a bunch of poems. i gave them all to people i cared for. they were all suicide notes.