Note your level of mental distress now

[Defenestration]

4 but its changing a lot of

 

[sadbh]

8/10. Having a mix of hopelessness, love sickness, self loathing, and anxiety.

 

[Rihan]

6/10, slowly rising.

 

[nitritegirl]

my suicidality is like 9/10 right now but mental distress? honestly the more i think about suicide the more i feel calmer. the more i feel like this is my destiny and life will soon end... i think mental distress is like 6/10 right now. i can only think about suicide but that's good. but it varies a lot, when i wake up it's like 10/10 no joke.

 

[Defenestration]

my suicidality is like 9/10 right now but mental distress? honestly the more i think about suicide the more i feel calmer. the more i feel like this is my destiny and life will soon end... i think mental distress is like 6/10 right now. i can only think about suicide but that's good. but it varies a lot, when i wake up it's like 10/10 no joke.

Yes the morning is hard
Wake up alive

 

[Defenestration]

À 4/10, sur le point de réessayer dans environ 2 heures, j'aurais tenté même si j'étais à 1/10, est-ce que cela me rend atypique ?

News?

 

[TheBag]

3/10 (OCD and General Anxiety) base. Spikes to 6/10 couple of times a week.

 

[Defenestration]

6,7 i feel bad

 

[mikidagreen]

9/10
everytime i look my wife in the eyes i feel even worse knowing how bad i want to die and how much she loves me even though im a fucking failure

 

[somethingisntreal]

5/10. I hate mornings. (Its 8am in my time zone)

 

[Defenestration]

6

 

[wannabeangel]

8/10 almost 9/10 because i am making impulsive decisions while so confused over my relationships and might just say fuck it and do something dumb that i'll maybe regret too but fuck it i hate my life why not just go all out like teen me would have wanted? but i am still so heartbroken, i just want to get out of my head

 

[pelicanportal]

8/10, Im so close brothers

 

[Gomomon]

Note your level of mental distress each day.

now: 8/10

You can explain or just give /10

Pretty bad 7/10 I'm probably Pmsing and the new drug is having an effect on me. I sat in the shower crying for an hour and struggled to drive

 

[horseshoefalls]

9. I don't know how much longer I can take this whole being alive thing

 

[Defenestration]

I sont know why but 7,8

 

[Defenestration]

5,6

 

[Johnporkyy1000]

7/10

 

[Defenestration]

4/10

I hâte bpd

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

7/10

 

[tomame]

10/10

 

[Defenestration]

10/10

Ooooh

 

[LittleJem]

9/10. Horrendous day

 

[Defenestration]

9/10. Horrendous day

Good luck Whats happen?

 

[LittleJem]

Good luck Whats happen?

Took 2 tabs acid half bottle wine. Still only left house for loo roll at 4pm. Got caught for tea by tbe only looney who is so lonely he wants my co.pany. I feel sorry for him, but he is really self absorbed and sexist and my depression is making me horrible and anti social. I dont like the acid. I have thouvht it was better than being housebound. Today was vile. Im sick of coke, I just use it eg to motivate myself to shower. I hate how it has damaged my nose. It is the only thing that ever gave me happiness, but it was also psychosis. Tben it stopped giving happiness. I have barely used it compared to addicts/people with money, but my dopamine circuits (and nose) are fried.

I started practising psh this week and finally decided I am done, but family birthdays coming up. I hate being alive, and eveeyone knows it.

I live in rough area, and I see crackheads, heroin addicts, .eth heads and all of tnem have a better quality of life than me.

The Joker film with Joaquin P. Reminded me of me

 

[Defenestration]

Took 2 tabs acid half bottle wine. Still only left house for loo roll at 4pm. Got caught for tea by tbe only looney who is so lonely he wants my co.pany. I feel sorry for him, but he is really self absorbed and sexist and my depression is making me horrible and anti social. I dont like the acid. I have thouvht it was better than being housebound. Today was vile. Im sick of coke, I just use it eg to motivate myself to shower. I hate how it has damaged my nose. It is the only thing that ever gave me happiness, but it was also psychosis. Tben it stopped giving happiness. I have barely used it compared to addicts/people with money, but my dopamine circuits (and nose) are fried.

I started practising psh this week and finally decided I am done, but family birthdays coming up. I hate being alive, and eveeyone knows it.

I live in rough area, and I see crackheads, heroin addicts, .eth heads and all of tnem have a better quality of life than me.

The Joker film with Joaquin P. Reminded me of me

Indeed very difficult

 

[IAmFae]

10/10

 

[Defenestration]

10/10

 

[Defenestration]

4 but i think ctb for may

 

[Defenestration]

3