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[Oblivionetc]

I recently nearly decided to kill myself because my xxx said I needed to pay thousands of dollars (all the money I've saved and invested over the course of my life) for scratching the car when I was taking out the trash bins. I started researching where I should jump, because I'm not in a country where guns or lethal substances are an option. I found a high bridge, and the only reason I didn't start going there right away was because I was afraid it wasn't high enough and there isn't another easily accessible high place to jump.

But I just need to keep telling myself that one day I will no longer be in this house. One day I can live by myself. I just need to keep telling myself that before I kill myself.

Idk, I know my reasons are rather trivial compared to everyone else's, and I'm aware my reaction isn't healthy or logical, but I just wanted to share I guess.

I hope everyone's doing well.

 

[Gild-Holm-’Ur]

I mean it's not a competition. I mean they seem kind of like a son of a motherless goat from my view.

Any way sending out my positive energy to you.