Help Not leaving a huge mess

[coseymo]

What are some precautions I can take? I plan on fasting and taking laxatives before I do it, not sure what else. I am staying alive for maximum 2 weeks and I need to plan every detail. I am aware that the sight will be traumatising whatever I do, but I need to do as much as I can.

 

[damaged_soul]

It's good that you're trying to leave less of a mess, but please don't feel guilty about it. It's not your fault that you have to do messy stuff to die; it's prolifers' fault for not making euthanasia legal.

 

[Angi]

Depends on your method. I will likely go in a violent way, so there will definitely be a mess. Right now, there is a mess on the inside and later there will be a mess on the outside.

I agree that you need not feel guilty about leaving a corpse and the associated mess when you die, you deserve this last bit of space. If you want this for yourself, though, you could wear diapers.

 

[coseymo]

Depends on your method. I will likely go in a violent way, so there will definitely be a mess. Right now, there is a mess on the inside and later there will be a mess on the outside.

I agree that you need not feel guilty about leaving a corpse and the associated mess when you die, you deserve this last bit of space. If you want this for yourself, though, you could wear diapers.

Thanks! I never thought of it that way, I have always been taught to put others before myself, but I will be dead anyways, so I shouldn't care if the sight is unpleasant and neither should anyone. My method is shallow water blackout, and if that fails (most likely it will), then hanging is the only accesible option I have.

 

[Angi]

Thanks! I never thought of it that way, I have always been taught to put others before myself, but I will be dead anyways, so I shouldn't care if the sight is unpleasant and neither should anyone. My method is shallow water blackout, and if that fails (most likely it will), then hanging is the only accesible option I have.

Good on you for looking after others while planning your death! I do this, too, for example I will be very careful not to be found by kids and I will try my best not to be found by anyone who might care about me. I will also avoid involuntary accomplices (eg train drivers), as I have no right to traumatize anyone. But when it comes to leaving behind a corpse... I will have to, with almost all methods, and I think I deserve this much space, as do you.

 

[Hollowillow]

I wonder if you'd bear life if you put yourself & your vital needs first. It made mine more survivable for a while, but now every second is physical agony.

If we die in the bath our juices will go down the drain. But my landlord is mean... So...

 

[Angi]

If we die in the bath our juices will go down the drain. But my landlord is mean... So...

I am very sorry you are suffering. I love you way of expressing yourself, though!

 

[ernesto]

For this very reason I've decided to go in the remote outdoors.
I would not want to put my landlord, hotel staff or even police respondents through the trauma of having to discover a body, despite my method being pretty clean (exit bag)

I will give my body to nature, where it will nourish the ecosystem. I've always wanted to be buried under a tree when I died anyway. Funeral doesn't seem for me.