Venting not being taken seriously

[wurr]

Nobody I know takes me seriously. Whenever I bring up any problem, or any genuine feeling I have, I'm always told that I "made it all up", and I just "have to think differently" Everybody always tells me that what I'm feeling isn't real, and exaggerated. That's why I can't tell anyone I know about the self harm, and the suicide thoughts and attempts. If I tell them, they will just tell me that I am overreacting, being unreasonable, and asking problems out of nothing. Even when I ctb everyone will just think that I overreacted and did a stupid mistake. Even when I ctb they won't consider that maybe what I was feeling and thinking was actually true, and I didn't just made all of it up. I don't like thinking that I am the only one who will understand myself, who will take myself seriously

 

[solenoid]

Your message does not contradict your profile picture. He too had trouble communicating with adults and was told to be reasonable, that is if they listened to him at all. Although those matters were very dear to the Prince, no one would take him seriously.

I too struggled with being heard, as my imagination carries my inner monologue sometimes too far from what my words can express, resulting in nonsense.
I learned to use the right words at the right time, immediately stopping as soon as I realized that I am being ignored or not understood.

Your description is also very important: don't lie. We lie in so many ways, sometimes by outright saying what we know is false, sometimes by not giving the right weight to our words. Genuine truth should not be mixed with other words, and is very hard to say. If you want to provoke a reaction, you might already by lying, as your words have a second meaning.