Venting Not Being a Good Human

[Polyxo]

I see others engage in true acts of selflessness, loving people, even strangers, without a second thought. I read literature that emphasizes that our capability to love one another is what makes us human. A universal truth.

I think about how my social anxiety keeps me from connecting with others, and all the missed opportunities of being a part of that part of humanity. I could have helped someone who looked lost the other day. I could have smiled at the person who caught my glance and greeted them good morning.

I really don't contribute anything to this world, do I... The world is better off without me. All I do is take.

 

[bipolar22]

Same here. I don't work. Leech off my mom and gf while they also have to deal with my mood swings. I try to be good but I always fail miserably so I gave up at a certain point. I'm just a dick and nothing is gonna change that.