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sadtoleave

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Oct 30, 2024
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No one understands unless they have mental illness. I am so sick of seeing people connecting, smiling, laughing, and enjoying life when I'm trapped here existing.
 
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radar311

radar311

Send me an angel🕊️
Sep 13, 2024
32
I feel exactly the same. I'm also wondering, why are lives so different? It is so unfair :(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,099
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I certainly understand that it's dreadful suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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ThisGameIsOverrated

Experienced
May 6, 2024
226
then they have the nerve to gaslight us into thinking we're wrong for being suicidal when they've never been in our shoes
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,881
Ya v exct me injury damage nobod care ,othre hpy etc othre do all want etc me no able evn exst me no able do any
 
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Aglossa

Aglossa

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Oct 8, 2024
46
I really understand what you mean. I never feel like I belong when I am with other people, they would never get it. Feels very lonely.
 
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nomoredolor

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Sep 7, 2024
369
I'm thankful my loved ones don't have to feel the depth of pain I do. But I do wish they could temporarily feel what I feel so they understood why I can't stay.
Anna
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
I don't know; in my opinion I don't think even others with "issues" see the world in quite the way I do.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
620
Normal people don't understand because their minds don't work like ours.
 
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Nemo1004

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Jul 17, 2024
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Every human sees things differently: "One man's version of Heaven is another man's version of Hell" simply put.
 
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