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StoicPizza

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Sep 25, 2025
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Very new to this side of existence. Anyway. Tried partial a lot today. Getting very good at it. I pass out in under 5 seconds. However, every time, I find my body scream and stand up by itself. As I'm coming to, I'm VERY dizzy. I took a break from that today, and felt fine for a couple hours. Now, trying to go to sleep. I'm feeling that specific type of dizziness again, and pain around my eyes. Did I give myself damage? Was thinking of trying ligature strangulation again tonight. But I'm so tired of hurting myself and not actually CTB
Also have headache and thumping temples. And tinnitus much worse than usual. Yikes.
 

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