Nobody really understands

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Nobody knows the pain I'm feeling. How hard I try to keep it all together. I feel like my reason can be seen as petty, but it's not for me. I live on disability, and there's nothing for me to do. See, I've tried everything. I'm talentless and worthless. From drawing to writing and photography, there's nothing I can actually do. It's either when I try I don't like it or I suck at it. There's no telling me to practice at it, I feel as though the practice is just a bandaid over how bad I am at it naturally. I honestly am just better off dead. Life seems so empty to me.