"Nobody is coming to save you"

[Yasuke]

Yeah thanks. That really motivates me to change and not become bitter, hopeless, withdraw. So nobody can help me huh and nobody can do it for me. I get it youre the only one that can perform your own actions but don't you fucking think if I could just pull myself up by the bootstraps I just would? Therapy doesn't work for people like me capable of critical thinking and are nhillistic. Theres no help they can offer me that will change the fact that I think life is not worth living and it won't change the external circumstances crushing me. If society ever cared they would just kill people like me peacefully. I dont belong here. You want to live and have this shitty world fine but give people like me a way out that isn't bullshit.

They treat criminals and pets with better hospitality then me with lethal injection. I want to remain idle at best and do nothing. If I didn't have such inhibition, self preservation and cowardice I would just kill myself infact. No coping anymore, no trying to figure out if their is a way out, no modicum of hope in a hopeless world. I would just fucking do it right now this instance. What's the alternative? Work miserably 40 hours plus for 40 years just toiling away for crumbs of breads and circuses. People say get hobbies, better job, friend etc or whatever dumb platitudes come out of their mouths.

You really don't get it do you? The simple fact of having to work literally destroys all of that for me. Friendships don't exist not does love for me. Nothing fills the void and makes up for the pain. I come home and video games don't matter. Nothing matters if I have to toil for everything mercilessly. It's all meaningless. Even if I didn't have to work I still have to die and still life wouldn't be worth the risk of suffering. And of course the next response is why don't you just kill yourself you have that choice? I wish it was just like flipping a switch if you're self conscious. But I do have to say whats harder for me going to work every day essentially for the next 40 years for 1/3 of my life as wage slave only to die on a death bed or getting the urge for one day to kill myself ending all further suffering?

Especially given all the resistance I have towards it all. Will I just give in and accept reality like everyone else? Just deal with the pain and hardship only to cope? To me that's what a coward is if you're not content with life but do it anyway. So suicide is salvation and the only rational choice that could be made. I don't have some misguided naive sentimental sense of optimism, purpose, and meaning. Life isn't worth the struggle. I have nothing to live for, I am literally nothing and I want to be nothing in non existence so I no longer have nothing to suffer.

There's no help for the helpless. In an ideal and fair world euthanasia would be available for those two weak to carry the burden of life. In a perfect world people wouldn't be forced to exist anyways. Non existence is superior to life and it's only possible that those who have never suffered enough at an enough degree to believe life is inherently good or worth living. What other rational reason could anyone be sane enough?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

The emphasis of the quote is on "you". It's assumed that you are at the bottom of society (and if you're at the bottom in one aspect, you're probably at the bottom in most aspects). It's not just the women preferring to get passed around by the top guys under the guise of "serial monogamy" that create a harem-structure--the entire shit-fucked thing is one giant harem. Have money? Get more for free. Have a job? Get a better one easily. No money? Lose what little you have. No job? Stay without one.

 

[Deleted member 8579]

Imagine a game of chess. Some people have a natural aptitude for it, some train a lot to improve their game, and some are hopelessly unfit for it.
Now imagine you're playing a game of chess and you're losing or simply have no interest in the game.

Someone approaches you and tells you that no one can win this game for you but yourself.
This advice is based on the assumption that you want to win in the first place, while the only thing you want is to quit the game.
You'll never be able able to compete with the top players, let alone find any joy in playing the game.

But they can't just let you quit, can they?
They managed to convince themselves that the game they are playing is important and meaningful, which is something you negate
by quitting the game early. This means that all of the people that are failing at it, all of the people that have poured many hours into improving their game, even those who are winning and try to keep their winning streak going, are toiling for nothing.
They don't like to face that possibility.

Of course, you can't compare a game of chess to life.
A game of chess is fair and has a set of rules everyone agreed upon, whereas life is a pointless game without rules that ultimately knows no winners.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, non existence is objectively better than any kind of life. Non existence is the complete absence of suffering. All of our problems are caused by the fact that we exist in the first place and there is no limit as to how bad life can get. To exist is to suffer.
We all deserve the option of a right to die, it isn't as though any of us asked to be here in the first place, only we are experiencing what we are going through, so we should be the ones to decide when to end it. Some people are just not meant for this life and many people are in hopeless situations. That is the way I am, nothing will make me want to live. My suicide is a rational decision as I am doing it to prevent decades of suffering. It is the only thing that makes sense for me.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

The way I see it, non existence is objectively better than any kind of life. Non existence is the complete absence of suffering. All of our problems are caused by the fact that we exist in the first place and there is no limit as to how bad life can get. To exist is to suffer.
We all deserve the option of a right to die, it isn't as though any of us asked to be here in the first place, only we are experiencing what we are going through, so we should be the ones to decide when to end it. Some people are just not meant for this life and many people are in hopeless situations. That is the way I am, nothing will make me want to live. My suicide is a rational decision as I am doing it to prevent decades of suffering. It is the only thing that makes sense for me.

When do you plan on doing it?

 

[FuneralCry]

When do you plan on doing it?

I do not have a set date, I will do it when I reach the point of desperation and I cannot take anymore. It will come someday though.