Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
i think that you are just looking at the failed attempts and not at the successful ones or even the circumstances around the ones that failed.
that is an easy mindset to be stuck with, but you have to remember that all of the methods that you've looked up have proven effective multiple times, there is a reason why they are shared in this site and in suicide literature.
maybe your problem is that you can't accept any pain, and that's fine, but you have to realize that most, if not all people die with some level of pain and even N can fail if you fall in the category of people that take more time to die with it. plus, is either enduring some pain for a moment or living a life for who the fuck knows how many more years, that's completely your choice in the end.
if there was an easily accessible pill that instantly and peacefully killed you, i promise you 99% of the people in this site wouldn't be here. there is no such thing so we have to get comfortable enough with a method, accept that we can fail and be prepared for some pain if we really want to go.
that is an easy mindset to be stuck with, but you have to remember that all of the methods that you've looked up have proven effective multiple times, there is a reason why they are shared in this site and in suicide literature.
maybe your problem is that you can't accept any pain, and that's fine, but you have to realize that most, if not all people die with some level of pain and even N can fail if you fall in the category of people that take more time to die with it. plus, is either enduring some pain for a moment or living a life for who the fuck knows how many more years, that's completely your choice in the end.
if there was an easily accessible pill that instantly and peacefully killed you, i promise you 99% of the people in this site wouldn't be here. there is no such thing so we have to get comfortable enough with a method, accept that we can fail and be prepared for some pain if we really want to go.
