gourry
student
- Jan 11, 2026
- 2
ive reached out for help so much lately. been to the hospital 3x within the last month. cops visited 6x in the last month. called so many help lines.
even when i tell them my exact plan, i get sent home or told to go to bed. i dont know why. nobody takes me seriously when i reach out for help, and i have been begging for help since i was 8 years old (21 now, almost 22)
i have mostly been staying around for education (helps me feel useful), my girlfriend, my pets and family. i feel it is selfish to put them through constantly worrying about me.
Not reaching out for help on this board (or suicide advice obviously), just replies from people who relate or any replies in general. Not looking for "omg, i care.." type shit, dont expect to get that here but still. Been drinking so probably a shitty first post, sorry.
even when i tell them my exact plan, i get sent home or told to go to bed. i dont know why. nobody takes me seriously when i reach out for help, and i have been begging for help since i was 8 years old (21 now, almost 22)
i have mostly been staying around for education (helps me feel useful), my girlfriend, my pets and family. i feel it is selfish to put them through constantly worrying about me.
Not reaching out for help on this board (or suicide advice obviously), just replies from people who relate or any replies in general. Not looking for "omg, i care.." type shit, dont expect to get that here but still. Been drinking so probably a shitty first post, sorry.
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