EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
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When i was a kid and started to get abused in every way possible, no one protected me, not even social service

I got no education, no school and lived as hikikomori all of my life except 2 years, that maked me really akward socially and i messed up everything with the person i love, i wish i had the chance to go to school so i messed up with some random girl there like everyone, and not when i was an adult with the love of my life

Fuck life, all small error i did it was a consequence of abuse and no education/isolation

Because no one protected me, it was literally their job to protect me (social service) now im 23 year old and THEY (society) need to help me do it because lot of my trauma are their fault
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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First and foremost, I am tremendously sorry to hear that. That sounds awful. I am no stranger to isolation/loneliness and many on here aren't either. I know I am here because I have been outcasted from society. I know from my perspective society has failed to protect, or care about me. I am sorry if you feel the same. I agree with you society needs to step up to the plate and people here. Lot of us are victims of society! Broken, bullied, abused, and then abandoned told to deal with it on our own, to suffer in silence.

Also as a side note your English is fine.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
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This is terrible, sadly the majority of social services are scams and the people running them are only interested in money. This world is very unforgiving and some people suffer so that others benefit.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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So many humans really are too cruel and I find it horrible how humans create so much harm, it must had been so awful what you had to go through, it's so dreadful how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own.
 
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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
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I realized that we are all alone in this crowded world, nobody cares who you are or what you are going to do with your life. If I can give you some advice, don't wait for someone to do something for you, if you haven't given up everything, all you have to do is find your happiness alone, start from scratch.
It's not easy and not many people can do it but I think it's worth a try.
 
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brokeandbroken

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Apr 18, 2023
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I realized that we are all alone in this crowded world, nobody cares who you are or what you are going to do with your life. If I can give you some advice, don't wait for someone to do something for you, if you haven't given up everything, all you have to do is find your happiness alone, start from scratch.
It's not easy and not many people can do it but I think it's worth a try.
Shouldn't this attitude change? Isn't it the human version of the broken window effect? Shouldn't if we can help each other. What separates us from animals otherwise? Like I was the victim of a crime.... Why should I accept that everything I have worked my ass off trying to achieve is just stolen from me?
 

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