Venting No one is coming to save me

[maplebar]

I accept the fact that no one cares about me like how I care for others. I know it wont change soon, no angel will come down and give me back everything I gave away.
Its unfair, but there is nothing I can do. I wonder if I was a bad person, I really dont think I was but maybe I just don't see the way others do.
It's too bad, I really like lots of other peoples company and it saddens me they don't feel the same about me. Maybe theyre not worth my time, I don't know anymore.
All I do is give and give. This place is horrible.
I don't understand what makes me so, unlikable. I just want a friend, thats all I want. Someone to care for me the way I care for others.
Do people really not care?

 

[SchizoGymnast]

Same.

 

[DivineSpark]

Sorry to hear that. I got lots of people in my life who care about me. I guess thats one reason why I keep going.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

"Too many close people" care about me and that is why I'm still here although it would've been so much better if nobody cared about me bc then I might have been able to kms years ago and save everyone near me (and myself!) from more suffering that is caused bc I'm a failure.

 

[StupidCat]

I feel the same. The only difference is that I don't care about others.

 

[Griever]

No one cares about me, but then I don't care about anyone or anything, because why should I?

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Same. I'm exhausted from this.