No one has ever treated me like a human being at the university...

[Sakura.]

Spoiler: ...

I decided to make a graphic of what my college life has been like over the last 5 years...

 

[Johny89]

Dunno, all I feel I can do is sending you an internet hug. I read a bit through your situation and despite also having autism I don't really know what ideas to offer, considering you have tried bonding with other autistic people already. I personally did manage to make some friends, one is 99% autistic too, with two friends I can have interesting discussions about the world and philosophy, and then some relatives who I used to meet sometimes when I was still healthier. I used to have a hiking buddy but my illness made it impossible to meet up with him. So I don't know, autism for me didn't make it absolutely impossible to have friends, but I did experience having loads of trouble making actual friendships in school. At best I had acquintances back then.

I personally like having autism, but I don't like living in a world where people are cruel and egoistic. In such a world autism is pretty terrible, I just can't ignore all the evil out there and it's killing my will to live.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

I went to economics for my uni that was pretty much full of people that I had 0 chance of connecting with. They were just wastly different. I also had 0 interest in the field but was forced to go anyways..
With programming folk I can connect a lot more easily regardless of one's background.
Any chance for you to join any uni groups that might be a bit more of your alley?