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cowgirlmagic

cowgirlmagic

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May 27, 2026
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i hate sounding like an edgelord but here i am. i feel so alone and not just because of my isolation but just thinking about my life... i've always felt so far away from everyone, like they speak another language. the world feels like a beautiful symphony while i am a thundering drum that can't find the rhythm. i always feel like there's a glass between me and everyone else that won't let me see right, hear right, understand right. and i'm so tired.
 
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aoseno perpetuo

aoseno perpetuo

Blood
Apr 5, 2026
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youre not an edgelord, and theres nothing wrong with being an edgelord anyway, nobody should be able to take this expression of your situation away from you.
 
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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
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I Understand you
 
caotic_realm

caotic_realm

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Jun 25, 2026
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The hardest part of that feeling is finding someone on a site like this who suddenly messages you, making you feel like—finally—someone understands you... Then, that person stops writing, and you realize they've found someone else—someone more entertaining who makes them happy... To be clear, I'm talking about sites like this. I don't mean the real world—or meeting someone "normal" and having that happen—but rather someone who seemingly feels the world is unfair, who wants to CTB, who hates life, yet ends up finding someone else to chat with because, for some reason, you just aren't important.
 
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