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RustedandWeathered

RustedandWeathered

Addicted to cutting myself.
May 7, 2026
16
No one looks at my posts on anything anymore. I'm losing friends and I've lost my reason to live. I already lost a friend about half a month ago. Everybody hates me including my own father. My "friends" hate me. I just want to die already. No one would notice. Everybody has already forgotten about my sorry ass
 
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hello kitty

hello kitty

Goth Angel Corpse From The Catacombs of Paris
Jun 2, 2026
10
dont ctb if you need someone to talk to im here
 
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L.D.50

someone
Oct 13, 2025
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No one looks at my posts on anything anymore. I'm losing friends and I've lost my reason to live. I already lost a friend about half a month ago. Everybody hates me including my own father. My "friends" hate me. I just want to die already. No one would notice. Everybody has already forgotten about my sorry ass
i also just lost a friend, a couple actually. if you feel like talking about it, or anything really, feel free to leave something on my profile or send a message.
 
Deepdense

Deepdense

Student
Dec 30, 2025
166
I guarantee you people would notice that you were gone. I'm not going to tell you things are going to get better, because let's be real here, life fucking sucks; but if you just stick with it a little, there will be times it's not so shitty.
I know this likely doesn't mean much to you, but there are more people that care about you than you realize. If living for yourself isn't worth it, then try living for those around you. My main point is that living is miserable, but there are still people who want you to live.
 
RustedandWeathered

RustedandWeathered

Addicted to cutting myself.
May 7, 2026
16
but there are still people who want you to live.
My friend who left me half a month ago said he wants me to die and that he prays every night that I die. I ruined him. I didn't mean to but I guess I did. It's my fault he's gonna fucking kill himself
 
franos666

franos666

Depressed
May 20, 2026
61
dont ctb if you need someone to talk to im here
Why do you joined yesterday to this site and tell people not to ctb? It's site created for people with mental ilnesses and suicidal thoughts so it's expected that we wanna kill ourselves
 
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