No method

[dask]

I dont have any method in my disposal, i cant find SN anywhere, the bridges arent high enough, there's nothing i can do that isn't painful, im tired of it and tired of living this hellish life, i cant function socially anymore. Being trans ruined my life in so many ways, everyone around me would just hate me the second i came out. I started hrt last year and for a while there was something bright, but now? i feel worse like last year, i was ready to go and im ready again and yet it pains me knowing that i probably have no choice but to go the painful and grotesque way

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, it's just so cruel to me how painless, guaranteed ways to be free from this futile and torturous existence aren't accessible as all I want is to be at peace from the suffering, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.