i've not really felt depressed. never been diagnosed with any mental disorder. certainly, i have grieved. most recently over the passing of my dog of 16 years. my health was deteriorating before that (physically) so i wanted to pass and would wonder how much longer my dog would live and at times it really concerned me so i could not die because there would be nobody to take care of her. saw a movie the other day called 'my heart puppy' or meongmongi. getting back to the topic, when your mobility gets taken away, for example, it could be raining/snowing/hot as shit and you need to sit down for a few minutes after walking half of a short block, yeah, that'd do it.