Nitrogen now. What next ? Plastic bags on prescription and a license to buy a rope.
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WhiteDespair
The Temporary Problem is Life
- Oct 24, 2019
- 837
Damn virtue signalers. Making yourselves feel good and feel like you're actually doing something when, in reality, everything was better without you.
They just disgust me more and more as time goes on.
They just disgust me more and more as time goes on.
pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 2,621
Why why do they want to ban everything and prohibit suicide. What does my suicide ,my pain have to do with anyone else? No one knows the hell I'm in only me. Why do they want us to suffer, to not be able to escape the pain we are in that only suicide will solve?
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pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 2,621
They just banned full nitrogen cylinders from the website i bought my one already in the USA. I went to buy a 2nd larger cylinder 40 cf but i couldn't believe they banned it.I screamed "bastards!" . I'm very depressed now.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/nitro-avail-png.19734/
I'm the angriest, saddest, more worried i've ever been.
They are coming for it all. Like someone here said they won't rest until there are regulations so that we end up 90 years old with stage 8 cancer with pain so unbearable even fentanyl won't help you. They want you 90 and not being able to bathe yourself .
I won't let them win over me. I will commit suicide soon.
What does my suicide, my pain have to do with anyone else? nothing.
I have a right to end my own pain and try different suicide methods to choose the right one for me.
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angele
gay trans man (he/him)
- Nov 20, 2019
- 71
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
Yep. In the USA
EDIT ( at least in CA and from my experience) END EDIT. you pretty much need to show up to a supply / filling center and show something like a contractor's liscense or prove you're a welder or a scientist or have a legitimate purpose for needing the gas to get any type of lethal gas now. It sucks, I think that would likely be a nice exit. Things you inhale hit your blood stream really fast, and in high enough ppm take effect almost immediately, seems so much more reliable and peaceful than swallowing something... you cant even get gas shipped from other countries even if you're willing to pay big money. They just wont do it... to much liability I suppose. I think the suppliers are just protecting themselves from a potential lawsuit from the family.
EDIT ( at least in CA and from my experience) END EDIT. you pretty much need to show up to a supply / filling center and show something like a contractor's liscense or prove you're a welder or a scientist or have a legitimate purpose for needing the gas to get any type of lethal gas now. It sucks, I think that would likely be a nice exit. Things you inhale hit your blood stream really fast, and in high enough ppm take effect almost immediately, seems so much more reliable and peaceful than swallowing something... you cant even get gas shipped from other countries even if you're willing to pay big money. They just wont do it... to much liability I suppose. I think the suppliers are just protecting themselves from a potential lawsuit from the family.
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Yes. That and bad publicity, and anyway they now that sooner or later they will have to do so. They are coming for it all. SN - Nitro - N. And it doesn't really surprise me, it's like today everyone knows what these things are and what it's used for. Sometimes I'm even baffled that it's still possible to get them.
pane
Hollow
- Apr 29, 2019
- 358
That's a very sweeping statement to make. Do you have any proof of this?
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
I worked in the industry before my illness, and now I cant even get it. that's not to say there isn't plenty of remote places in the USA to get it. But most cities and surrounding areas won't dispense any type of gas without some sort of proof of it's intended use. I think ordering from a other state or country may seem suspicious because, why wouldn't you just get it locally?
EDIT but I live in CA and it has been my experience this state is very strict with almost everything accept marijuana and alchohol END EDIT
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I guess I got the scofflaw welding supply company that sold me a tank with zero questions and zero proof of profession. There are many hobbyist uses like tire inflation and beer brewing.
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
that's great you didnt have a problem, but it is very hard to obtain for many people. as I said I cant even get it anymore maybe it's my state. But I am guessing more states will follow.
I cant find a scofflaw welding supply company. I found a scofflaw brewing , I's that who you are referencing?
Even when I was able to buy , I always had to show ID and sign a waiver form... maybe CA is just way over the top with its laws. as far as getting it imported my only reference on that is trying to get it myself from several different vendors in Canada. I can only give my own personal experiences. The safety police seem to just be getting stronger and reaching further. maybe that's just my experience... or maybe something or someone on the other side is trying to keep me here. It feels like that sometimes...
This is a typical example of gas suppliers in my state... they just dont supply for hobbyists or individuals at least in not large enough amounts...and this is from my experience , I cant speak for others.
I wish I had stocked up on party supply helium 10 years ago, but now that is mixed with oxygen... once a method is used enough "they" try to control it, but you can still buy a lethal weapon... it makes no sense... Again I would imagine there are still some out of the way places that would sell in small communities. But people forget disabled and sick people dont always have the luxury of driving. I had my liscense medically suspended. The world gets very dark and lonely and you feel very cut off when you get sick
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APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
I feel the future we are moving towards is that based on this statement "A sick person creates to much money for Big Pharma to allow people an easy way out..."
A person who kills themselves is a loss of money to the monkey society, you can't work anymore to make up for the loss in education in your early life and to profit the system, so the bastards are interested in prolonging the stigma with religious drivel that the general people cant help to fall into and just keep the mentality of mindless human instinct survival because it interests them.
AnnaJaspers
Experienced
- Jul 2, 2019
- 217
They will
Yep. I'm done asking society's fucking permission for anything.
They will give me the gas when I stick a pistol in their fucking mouth and ask them if they would like to join me in a partner death.
Yep. I'm done asking society's fucking permission for anything.
Yeah as everyone can tell I'm not a happy camper. I'm sick and tired of people imposing their beliefs on other people. Sick of the useless police and mental health bullshit. Sick of the culture war and all the doogooder nancies that think they know what is best for the world. People obsessed with social justice and then there are the idiot far righters. Can't stand their asses either. I'm not out to hurt anyone but people better stay the fuck out of my way with CTB is all I can say
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APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
Passersby
Trapped in space and time
- Aug 29, 2019
- 1,641
This is completely ridiculous! Total bs! Just like thereisalwaysachoice said they aren't going to stop me from ctb. They can slow you down and make it a litter harder but they aren't going to stop us. I haven't been able to go and look for the tank yet due to a few different reasons. Now I think I will definitely go to a welding shop this week and try. Just like someone else said is that these gases do have plenty of uses like beer brewing etc. the tank and regulator is all I need for this method. Have the rest of stuff already. Also I managed to order sn before a certain manufacturer apparently discontinued or just is out of it for now. It said it was shipped and I expect it tomorrow or next day. Time to get on this stuff and get the supplies so that we are ready if and when we have to ctb. Otherwise I am just a failure with no way out and stuck in the suffering that I still very much real! I also have a business card that someone gave me when I was at a concert. They were selling nitrous wide open. They are about making money and will sell to anyone underground. They list all the gases. They have them all. THis is a last resort but the problem with this is for me is that it is very far away.
MissNietzsche
Specialist
- Aug 1, 2019
- 343
I'm trying to buy nitrogen in SoCal..is it really impossible now? :/ I haven't gone yet because I think I'd look really sus as a 21 year old female :/
pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 2,621
I got lucky and i bought a full tank of pure nitrogen from a website that's was linked from either in the peaceful pill website and or book. I was great. They delivered to my house. That was a few months ago. Then i went to the same website to try to buy another cylender to be able to test my set up but i was shocked beyond belief. They will not sell nitrogen gas only argon now.
I couldn't believe they banned it . I yelled "bastards!"! It hurt so much .
I guess it goes to show you don't put off for tomorow what you can do today.
Now if i want a second tank i have to go in person and beg some welding shop or gas shop to sell me one or fake i'm a company (welder or something).
This has gotten me angrier and more depressed than anything ever and i've had some doozies happen to me.
I'm in total war mode!
We are slaves. We have no freedom, not even to own our own lives to suicide to escape our pain.
Suicide is not a mental illness and they say and lie . Suicide is a reasoned rational response to the badness of MY life.
It's my life , my choice . I want to buy nitrogen to end my pain , this hell i never asked for . Who are they to tell me i have to suffer and not be able to end my pain . they don't own me but they think they do.
I will not let them win! I will commit painless suicide!
MissNietzsche
Specialist
- Aug 1, 2019
- 343
haha, I actually know exactly the company you're talking about (it was my company of choice).
At least you have it now though..you only need one tank?
I actually emailed a local welding company, and they told me that I didn't need to show proof of anything to buy a tank..
Remember that if ever Nitrogen is hard to get where you live Argon is certainly not.
pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 2,621
I wanted a 2nd nitrogen tank to test my setup. I also wanted a 40 cubic feet one too. A few months ago I bought a full 20 cubic feet nitrogen cylinder from that website linked to from the peaceful pill website. They delivered it to my door just like a typical online sale.
Now as i mentioned i can't find full nitrogen cylinders on that website nor any in the USA that deliver like that as a typical online purchase. That should be allowed as nitrogen makes up 78% of our atmosphere: it's hardly a hazardous substance as we breathe that all day.
Now they banned nitrogen online sales in the USA just to take away my escape from this hell.
I guess a 20 cubic feet one is enough? but i can't test it too much as i need all that nitrogen. A larger one would allow for more testing.
That's good you found a local company you might get one. I don't know if they have local ones here that would sell me one though.
I wanted the choice to choose to buy a cylinder of nitrogen online as i did before. Now i can't find a company that will ship you one after you buy it online .
That's extremely distressing to me. Now i have to call or email local companies and hope they can sell me a cylinder of nitrogen. And i don't know if the local companies here will sell me one.
I find it distressing that they banned online sales of nitrogen cylinders in the USA. That was so easy and you could remain somewhat anonymous, Now
i may have to face people who i don't know what they might do in this anti-suicide world . That's scary.
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What if you told the gas supply company that you are a brewer? As far as I know, as long as you don't live in a dry town or county, you can brew beer in the USA. I'm not sure how that would for the UK or anywhere else in the world.
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
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