News of your suicide?

[Welcumtotherealworld]

They'll be sad, but understanding.

 

[Going Home]

If and when it happens it won't be news to alot. My childhood friends might be surprised but others won't care, say whatever.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I think everyone will be somewhat shocked, or not care? Hm, I'm not sure. My parents and sibling are prob gonna be disappointed (far more than they already are now), I guess my boyfriend is the only one that will be deeply hurt.

 

[anxietywhisper]

I don't think many people would actually be surprised. I know my immediate family would be disappointed and I worry about my parents' reaction, but I think my little girl would be much better off with the support circle she'd have available. Other than that, I don't think many people outside of the family would actually care.

 

[Redt2go]

I don't think many people would actually be surprised. I know my immediate family would be disappointed and I worry about my parents' reaction, but I think my little girl would be much better off with the support circle she'd have available. Other than that, I don't think many people outside of the family would actually care.

You think your daughter is better off without you :(((

 

[Pentobartbital]

If I'm lucky, I'll be a pile of bones if I am found. Should my success become public knowledge, my kin shall be relieved and the few acquaintances I have will shrug with an expectant lack of surprise. One less mouth to feed...

 

[anxietywhisper]

You think your daughter is better off without you :(((

Sadly yeah, I believe she'd be better off financially and emotionally with better support available, without me around to keep messing everything up :(

 

[Redt2go]

Sadly yeah, I believe she'd be better off financially and emotionally with better support available, without me around to keep messing everything up :(

Awh :(

 

[Querry1]

How will people close to you and in your community react?

My community is sorta gossipy and everyone knows everyone's business so I'm sure it will be what everyone Is whispering about for a week. I bet my family will have to move for sure. I feel bad for my older brother.

I wish I could explain my actions to the community so they understood and it would answer the why and hows about it. It would ease the burden on my family.

That's what I fear the most, I love a lot of people, I have a lot of people I can call friends, I know they're gonna be hurt, but I'm selfish and I place myself above them. If pain is unbearable, then I do what I have to do. Not living for anyone but me.

 

[21Neberg]

I just hope my death won't be used as a 'mental health awareness day' in my town. Let me Rest In Peace, please and don't pretend to suddenly care.

 

[Need-a-Place]

I just hope my death won't be used as a 'mental health awareness day' in my town. Let me Rest In Peace, please and don't pretend to suddenly care.

Yep, that's the most infuriating part.

Nobody gives a damn about you or your pain. All they care is how good or tragic or affected they look to the public after someone they can make a vague connection to goes through with suicide.

You have to cause your body to physically cease functioning, which is really fucking hard to accomplish, and they latch onto the fact you went to school together or are from the same town or they served you coffee once, to lap up attention and pretend they give so many shits when they're actually constipated af.

 

[Redt2go]

Yep, that's the most infuriating part.

Nobody gives a damn about you or your pain. All they care is how good or tragic or affected they look to the public after someone they can make a vague connection to goes through with suicide.

You have to cause your body to physically cease functioning, which is really fucking hard to accomplish, and they latch onto the fact you went to school together or are from the same town or they served you coffee once, to lap up attention and pretend they give so many shits when they're actually constipated af.

Sorry noone gives you guys attention and love :(

 

[RM5998]

Statistically, it's more likely to happen while I'm in college, so I'm pretty sure there's going to be a period of condescending pity from pseudo-acquaintances. I don't know/understand my parents well enough to know what they'll think or do, but I'm predicting a divorce. The extended family from my father's side is likely to try to pour salt on the injury (if there is one). The part that I'm wondering about is when the college asks my parents to pay my dues for the semester. That's bound to be interesting.

 

[Redt2go]

Statistically, it's more likely to happen while I'm in college, so I'm pretty sure there's going to be a period of condescending pity from pseudo-acquaintances. I don't know/understand my parents well enough to know what they'll think or do, but I'm predicting a divorce. The extended family from my father's side is likely to try to pour salt on the injury (if there is one). The part that I'm wondering about is when the college asks my parents to pay my dues for the semester. That's bound to be interesting.

Lol oh no, and that's why I'm trying my best to wait until I leave college

 

[Edrudd]

Only my family will care for 1 year max. My dad and mom will care the most

 

[Edrudd]

But its my life my decision . I don't want to live this way

 

[Kazilium]

I...wanted to do like a personalized video for some people. To apologise and stuff. Sent privately and discreetly. (Sounded so wrong wtf). Some are gonna hate me because they know their part in this and they're afraid they will be sentenced for murder or something. They never cared about how i feel about suicide. It was more like "no don't kill yourself, you don't want me to get in jail, do ya"

 

[Its911]

How will people close to you and in your community react?

My community is sorta gossipy and everyone knows everyone's business so I'm sure it will be what everyone Is whispering about for a week. I bet my family will have to move for sure. I feel bad for my older brother.

I wish I could explain my actions to the community so they understood and it would answer the why and hows about it. It would ease the burden on my family.

Sadly my family might care, might not at this point i really dont know, but where i am living rn im verywell known, becuase of my sociopathy im very charismatic and charming and i have a wide net of people that will hear of my death, and be extremely shocked since this is the only place ive ever talked about my depression, everything everyone knows about me in this town is a well contructed lie and a emotional mask i wear. So i expect many of them to gossip as to why i did it. I just feel terrible for my best friend because he has no idea about my intentions or state of mind and im going to have him find me since i live alone.

 

[Manfromtheocean]

My family will mourn me, but I cut ties with all other people. If I don't mysteriously enter the newspapers now one will ever find out.

 

[Suiplastic]

I just want to disappear and nobody find my body...

 

[seekingoblivion]

Immediately and extended family will know and will be sad. Some might say they guessed it was gonna happen. Community might be momentarily sad as they get the news. Old friends sure. Coworkers I doubt it will bother them in any way. Honestly it really isn't bothering me much who will be sad or not and who will know. I spent too much time worrying about that instead of trying to organize myself a workable method for this very moment in time.