newbie and hello

[beer4thesoul]

Hello, I have spent a lot of time reading through the posts most of which I associate with. I dont know if I want to live or die, I am confused. But reading posts about miguel, dani people who have ctb, I feel brave. I am lost all i know is that late at night when the anxiety and panic sets in I read posts on here before I fall asleep . It took a lot of courage to register, I hope to make friends and share my experiences

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hey, welcome to the forum lovely. Sorry that life has brought you here though. I know the feeling of not knowing if you want to live or die, being stuck in that limbo is horrible. I'm there as well. I'm glad this place gives you some comfort though. I hope you find what you're looking for here

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Welcome! I hope you'll feel "at home' here!

 

[Silver]

Hi and welcome :)

 

[Lilacmoon]

Welcome! Sorry you're here, but I hope being here helps make your days a little more bearable.

 

[tidalwxves]

It took a lot of courage to register, I hope to make friends and share my experiences

It does take courage to register, glad you made it past that first hurdle! I hope this forum provides what you are looking for and that you feel a warm welcome.

 

[beer4thesoul]

Thank you! I have no qualms about saying I am an indian woman in the US who has lot of things going for her..but I cannot get over my past. My brother is an alcoholic who has stayed locked in his room for 30 years..I am someone who pretends to be a lot of things I am not. I drink a lot too since I have awesome parents and a fucked up childhood like many on here..but I hide it. I hate my parents but do care for my son.I wish I had courage to do what I need to, but I dont as of now. I drink every day and fall asleep and wake up. Irony is I am a success with eveyone, I hide everything ..even if no one responds..I find comfort reading the older posts..that is my happiness..on page 90!and will keep going

 

[Ghost2211]

Hello, and welcome. It's wonderful to meet you. I hope you enjoy your time in the community and are able to find what you're looking for here. I look forward to getting to know you, and it's awesome you've taken interest in reading though old posts.

 

[Dark Spring]

Welcome, I hope you feel comfortable here. Here you will always find a way to let off steam and company when you need it. It is difficult to decide whether to live or die, it is a very personal decision and whatever decision you make in the end we will always support you. I really wish you were well and everything was clear in your head. Hugs

 

[Hopeindeath!]

Welcome

 

[LonelyDude15]

Hey, feel free to talk to us in the chat if you're bored

 

[LastFlowers]

Welcome. What kind of beer do you like as that is your namesake? I don't drink beer but perhaps others would like to know a little bit about you. Or is it just any beer to soothe the pain of the "soul"?