Venting New year, no me

[CannabisMuncher]

New year, new me right? No. I cant ever become a "new me"
my resolution is to not make it to 2025. But yet again, everyone fails to act on their resolutions huh? haha.. I dont want to be here, I want a meteor to fucking hit the earth and kill everyone so that way i wouldnt have to feel the fucking guilt of leaving my friends behind for my own selfish reasons. I want to tear my body apart and run. If I could forever have an out of body experience till i die id be happy. I dont want to be attached to this sack of flesh and bone that has all these responsibilities and is able to be mocked and ridiculed by the world. I want to rip out my fucking eyes, ears, ANYTHING easily able to be torn off, I want to tear this fucking body apart but i also dont want to suffer. I want this body to suffer, not me. I fucking hate this vessel i feel like im in. I am someone else, I want to fucking stab a hole through my cheek so i never speak again. I want the world to fucking end

 

[CTB_random]

Hey look at that, we got the same resolution and problems. We got this year

 

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

Im choosimg to be delulu so my resolution can become trululu

To me this December Part two and i still have time
Cause there's no way I'm gonna be alive in 2024

 

[IWishToDie]

New year, new me right? No. I cant ever become a "new me"
my resolution is to not make it to 2025. But yet again, everyone fails to act on their resolutions huh? haha.. I dont want to be here, I want a meteor to fucking hit the earth and kill everyone so that way i wouldnt have to feel the fucking guilt of leaving my friends behind for my own selfish reasons. I want to tear my body apart and run. If I could forever have an out of body experience till i die id be happy. I dont want to be attached to this sack of flesh and bone that has all these responsibilities and is able to be mocked and ridiculed by the world. I want to rip out my fucking eyes, ears, ANYTHING easily able to be torn off, I want to tear this fucking body apart but i also dont want to suffer. I want this body to suffer, not me. I fucking hate this vessel i feel like im in. I am someone else, I want to fucking stab a hole through my cheek so i never speak again. I want the world to fucking end

If I had N by my bed, I would drink it right now. Best of luck.