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- May 5, 2022
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Yeah-fucking-right.
I don't give a shit about new years or any of the nonsense associated with it.
That being said, I want to do just one thing this year. My one goal that i'll try to achieve.
I want to stop spending money on stuff. When you sit at home for hours you tend
to purchase a lot of useless shit that you want but don't actually need.
I look around my room and see all this bullshit i've spent my money on and it makes me sick.
I want to sell all my stuff. Funkos, comics, anime, props... all this pop culture fan boy bullshit.
I don't enjoy having these things anymore. The chase for them is what i'm addicted to.
Going online and haggling/bidding etc is the addictive part of it.
It's hard to be into anything for me anymore. I think about what a waste it is. I don't want to live
and im constantly tormenting myself about the future but look what i'm doing. It's sad.
I keep justifying it by telling myself that I work hard and if I don't get these things then what am I working for?
I need to have things that I enjoy and have something to show for my work. Pft. Bullshit.
If I end up homeless then what happens to all this shit?
I want to try my best to live a more minimalist life. In the end it's all pointless anyway.
This is just something I want to work on for myself just because.
No point to it other than to see if I can. And it's so hard already. Ugh.
I don't give a shit about new years or any of the nonsense associated with it.
That being said, I want to do just one thing this year. My one goal that i'll try to achieve.
I want to stop spending money on stuff. When you sit at home for hours you tend
to purchase a lot of useless shit that you want but don't actually need.
I look around my room and see all this bullshit i've spent my money on and it makes me sick.
I want to sell all my stuff. Funkos, comics, anime, props... all this pop culture fan boy bullshit.
I don't enjoy having these things anymore. The chase for them is what i'm addicted to.
Going online and haggling/bidding etc is the addictive part of it.
It's hard to be into anything for me anymore. I think about what a waste it is. I don't want to live
and im constantly tormenting myself about the future but look what i'm doing. It's sad.
I keep justifying it by telling myself that I work hard and if I don't get these things then what am I working for?
I need to have things that I enjoy and have something to show for my work. Pft. Bullshit.
If I end up homeless then what happens to all this shit?
I want to try my best to live a more minimalist life. In the end it's all pointless anyway.
This is just something I want to work on for myself just because.
No point to it other than to see if I can. And it's so hard already. Ugh.
