New year, and it's still the same

[Gone soon]

Here we go again. It's the beginning of a new year, and nothing has changed. More depressed than ever. Thinking about killing myself every day, literally every minute. I can barely sleep at night. I often dream about hanging myself, and when I wake up, I'm disappointed, that it's not reality. I hope to find the courage to try to ctb again soon. Maybe I can find somebody for company

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I personally only hope to never wake again, I get that it's do dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

The feeling of suicide is the only thing keeping us alive, but to what avail? I have my plan up and have been planning CTB throughout the entire year in 2024, but life is so miserable it made me kept losing resources back to back. I just wished they gave us an option that didn't result in this mess, because even being around people, all they do is misunderstand or betray you constantly... It's so depressing.

 

[Opera]

I'm so scared of the future it actually makes me feel more depressed than ever. I feel you.

 

[freakshow]

i feel you, i dont want to go back to college and find a job cuz i cant be a neet forever but i hate presenting myself so i think ill be killing myself this month

 

[overcastdays]

I feel ya. Had a dream about somehow managing to obtain a gun despite me living where I live and being so happy that I had an easy way out, then I killed myself... Maybe. I don't know, I woke up before it happened haha. But yeah, in all seriousness, I'm not sure what could possibly change this year that would make the turnout of living different, but I'm trying, I guess.