Hello all! New to community. First post to say hi. Practically a lifetime of desire or attempts to ctb. Looking forward to both being a meaningful contributer and enjoy support of like-minded people.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,750
I've always pretty much wanted to ctb as well. To me there is nothing more comforting than the thought of permanent nonexistence where I'm finally free from this life. Having to exist really is a horrific thing, and it must had been awful going through those failed attempts. Failing ctb is what I fear. I hope that you find what you are looking for.
Worndown
Illuminated
- Mar 21, 2019
- 3,718
This is a great place for support, both for exiting and surviving. I hope you have a good experience and find us helpful however your journey goes.
Thanks for the response. It's nice to feel like I'm not totally alone in how my mind works.
Thanks. So happy to be a part of this community
Welcome and I'm sorry life has brought you here. I hope you can find some comfort here.
