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qhifwu4h5o

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Jun 29, 2023
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I've been reading the forum for a while but was afraid to post on it until now.

I've been depressed for most of my life and always struggled with social stuff such as making friends and maintaining relationships. I'm still unsure about suicide but I wanted to have a place to discuss it, since nobody I know is open to it except for my shrink. However, I'm afraid of saying too much in case I get placed on a psychiatric hold. Living is painful and it'd make no difference if I were to go away.

If there's anything I should know about the forum or if you just want to chat, I'm here for now :)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to the Forum! It's great you found your way to this great community! Feel free to talk about anything you like.
 
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020x

020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
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Don't worry you can talk freely about anything and wont get put in "psychiatric hold" :) It's not like they care about us anyways 🤓
 
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qhifwu4h5o

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Jun 29, 2023
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Don't worry you can talk freely about anything and wont get put in "psychiatric hold" :) It's not like they care about us anyways 🤓
I meant talking about in therapy sorry 😅
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Welcome to the forum. I hope you find some comfort here. It's a great place to just be open and honest about what you think. Most people are very supportive.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do see it as being so cruel how those who are open about wanting to die are punished for it by being locked in a psych ward, I certainly hate how this society is so anti-suicide, people should at least be able to be open about the subject of suicide without the fear that it makes their existence worse. But anyway best wishes.
 
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