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[Cyidia]

When I turn 19 i want to ctb. I have anxiety and depression to the point where I can't talk to anyone but my family. I want to ctb because I'm terrible at everything in life. For about 2 month now I've been only eat a day I weight 90 lbs now. I come from a good household no handicaps no phyiscal disorders. Looking for painless and quick ways of ctb. I have a girlfriend and I only got with her so she could break up with me to motivate me to have the courage to ctb and that hasn't worked out. I have od before on antidepressants like Zoloft and lexipro I didn't take enough i guess. I now don't have access to any methods of overdosing so im here to look for new methods.

 

[Yahwa]

ODing on benzos or antidepressant rarely works, and I speak from experience… you'd have to take a huge dose but you'd most likely throw everything up and be left with a lot of bad consequences from that… Since you're new here, I suggest that you read a lot of posts/mega threads about the different methods available and to also read PPeH. Best wishes

 

[Cyidia]

ODing on benzos or antidepressant rarely works, and I speak from experience… you'd have to take a huge dose but you'd most likely throw everything up and be left with a lot of bad consequences from that… Since you're new here, I suggest that you read a lot of posts/mega threads about the different methods available and to also read PPeH. Best wishes

Thank you

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately suicide isn't that straightforward, if there actually were really painless and quick ways to ctb I would be long gone by this point. All that anyone can do, is do their own research into this as mentioned above, what is the best method for the individual depends on what can be accessed, and once you have a few more posts you will be able to access the search function. I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering that this life brings.