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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

Student
Jan 15, 2026
185
Same!

I got a full SN kit, full Exit Bag kit and now a full heath ledger kit ready at my disposal

I will most likely go via Heath Ledger as my life has been torture enough and I would very much not put a headache or more needless suffering to it :>

Well... I still haven't given up on Nembutal but it looks bleak... Sucks a lot. I would pay a huge sum for that ngl
Why do you think Nembutal is bad? Is it the taste? 🙄
 
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projeccao

Member
Jul 29, 2026
39
Why do you think Nembutal is bad? Is it the taste? 🙄
He meant that it's in a pain to get it. Nothing about the taste.

And btw, every single substance you might ingest to CTB won't taste good.

But for real, how can you even think about « the taste » when you are about to CTB wtf :pfff:
If you really want to do it, it doesn't matter comon. Worst case scenario it's bitter asf like all medicine and that's it. Just drink it like a shot and you good.

I'll never understand people who fear « the taste » wtf
Just do it. If there's something to fear about, it's to puke. That's it. Comon.
 
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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

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Jan 15, 2026
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He meant that it's in a pain to get it. Nothing about the taste.

And btw, every single substance you might ingest to CTB won't taste good.

But for real, how can you even think about « the taste » when you are about to CTB wtf :pfff:
If you really want to do it, it doesn't matter comon. Worst case scenario it's bitter asf like all medicine and that's it. Just drink it like a shot and you good.

I'll never understand people who fear « the taste » wtf
Just do it. If there's something to fear about, it's to puke. That's it. Comon.
So, I'm new to the forum, but I've done enough research to know that nothing tastes like chocolate, hahaha... I've already bought my N, and I'm going to try to make the protocol (the taste) more bearable by using an anesthetic spray on my tongue... I hope it helps, hehehe. Sorry if I misunderstood anything—the translator isn't always my friend!! 🤷🏻‍♀️🤣🤣
 
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