New here.

[slappyjoe8888]

Took me forever to get into the site. Man. Looking for a way out!

 

[Holu]

24 views no response? Well damn what a warm welcome you got.

Hi welcome to hell. Actually this is like the little sanctuary in hell.

There are many listed ways out if you feel like browsing. Common choices currently are N(nitrogen) and SN(sodium nitrite), or things like the blood choke. Some people also make cocktails of antidepressants and illicit drugs. Regardless if you are truly past the point of no return I encourage to discuss and confirm with others. That way your trip to peace is safe(as in no chance u survive) and painless.

If venting or recovery is still a possibility you're interested in feel free to share your experiences and thoughts. Even if you feel it's useless it might help another person.

Anyways welcome to our wicked abode!

 

[Dead Meat]

Welcome to the forum @slappyjoe8888 I hope you enjoy your time on here

 

[Unwr!tten]

Welcome! I'm new, too! If you ever need someone to message, let me know!

 

[nonialabaster]

Welcome! There are lots of good people here. We're glad you found us and hope you find the site helpful and informative.
Your username made me chuckle, btw.

 

[Holu]

Welcome! There are lots of good people here. We're glad you found us and hope you find the site helpful and informative.

Is that your cat in ur PfP? Very cuuute. Here's mine

 

[nonialabaster]

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Is that your cat in ur PfP? Very cuuute. Here's mine

What a floofer! Yes, that's my Kristen. She crossed the bridge, at home, September 2021. I have KaliKat now, a sweet Calico baby. I don't have a photo of her handy.

 

[Holu]

What a floofer! Yes, that's my Kristen. She crossed the bridge, at home, September 2021. I have KaliKat now, a sweet Calico baby. I don't have a photo of her handy.

My cats named snowy. She takes anxiety meds. Spooked floofer

 

[nonialabaster]

There's Kali, proud of her first Chewy order.

 

[MidnightDream]

Hi! :) Wish i had cat content to share, this made me happy

 

[Holu]

Hi! :) Wish i had cat content to share, this made me happy

 

[MidnightDream]

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Oh my god I love her, please give her a cuddle from me!
@Holu thx for making my day, appreciate u

 

[Holu]

Oh my god I love her, please give her a cuddle from me!
@Holu thx for making my day, appreciate u

I'm sure she would love you too! Unfortunately I cannot hug since I'm away in Uni. I miss her fluffy ass quite a bit. I'm glad and I'm sure she would be that she spread a little joy to you!

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

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I'm sure she would love you too! Unfortunately I cannot hug since I'm away in Uni. I miss her fluffy ass quite a bit. I'm glad and I'm sure she would be that she spread a little joy to you!

What a floofy gal, here's mine! Her name is S'more, like the treat she's a good cat, and this is one of my favorite photos of her!

 

[FundamentalAspect]

Took me forever to get into the site. Man. Looking for a way out!

Hello, I'm newer here, too! Like Holu said, this place is a little sanctuary, and you'll find the people here are supportive and welcoming.

Pull up a chair, stay for a bit

 

[Holu]

What a floofy gal, here's mine! Her name is S'more, like the treat she's a good cat, and this is one of my favorite photos of her!View attachment 107927

AAAAAAA CATTTTT

 

[slappyjoe8888]

24 views no response? Well damn what a warm welcome you got.

Hi welcome to hell. Actually this is like the little sanctuary in hell.

There are many listed ways out if you feel like browsing. Common choices currently are N(nitrogen) and SN(sodium nitrate), or things like the blood choke. Some people also make cocktails of antidepressants and illicit drugs. Regardless if you are truly past the point of no return I encourage to discuss and confirm with others. That way your trip to peace is safe(as in no chance u survive) and painless.

If venting or recovery is still a possibility you're interested in feel free to share your experiences and thoughts. Even if you feel it's useless it might help another person.

Anyways welcome to our wicked abode!

Thanks for the welcome!

Welcome to the forum @slappyjoe8888 I hope you enjoy your time on here

Thanks. Still trying to figure everything out like posting and replying and stuff. Little different than what I am used to.

Welcome! I'm new, too! If you ever need someone to message, let me know!

Cool. Will do.

 

[RW__Asher23]

slappyjoe8888, Welcome to the Forum and later Chat. I know they used to make you wait a while before you get access to that. But hope you will find what you are looking for here. Sorry you are here but we all share a common reason for being here. Read some posts learn your way around ask for help just chat say what you feel without fear of persecution or forced help if it is not wanted and yes talk about ctb openly. Wish you they best no matter what your choices.
Peace.

 

[Linda]

Took me forever to get into the site. Man. Looking for a way out!

Welcome. You will find a lot of useful information here, and you will always find support when you need it. I think everyone here has experience of being in a very dark place at least once in their lives. Nobody will tell you that you should or should not ctb - that's your business - but you will get other kinds of advice. There's a very wide range of people here, and between them the users of ttis site have a great deal of experience.

 

[gardenofaphrodite]

I feel that on trying to find this site, I'm new too

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find what you are searching for on here, best wishes.

 

[msnirvana]

Took me forever to get into the site. Man. Looking for a way out!

Same, took me quite awhile to find it too. Welcome!

 

[slappyjoe8888]

slappyjoe8888, Welcome to the Forum and later Chat. I know they used to make you wait a while before you get access to that. But hope you will find what you are looking for here. Sorry you are here but we all share a common reason for being here. Read some posts learn your way around ask for help just chat say what you feel without fear of persecution or forced help if it is not wanted and yes talk about ctb openly. Wish you they best no matter what your choices.
Peace.

So many questions. Not even sure how to post and reply. Lol. I mean how everything shows up on the page. Where do I as k questions? Here on the suicide forum? Or on the other forums? Oh and can I cuss? Don't want to get kicked off. Here a stupid question. What does CTB mean? Are there certain words that will get you kicked off?
I have been suicidal for years but when you really try to plan it, it is so difficult. You have to look at all the ramifications, like ending up a vegetable or something. I haven't attempted because of that. I want to be one and done.

 

[nonialabaster]

I feel that on trying to find this site, I'm new too

Well, then, a big Welcome! to you, too!

 

[RandomTuesday]

Welcome! I'm new too, a day after you it looks like. I read a lot of posts last night before going to bed. This morning I was excited to get back on to keep reading. I haven't done any work today, I've just read posts here haha. It feels liberating to be able to say what's really on my mind.

 

[arcadia]

24 views no response? Well damn what a warm welcome you got.

Hi welcome to hell. Actually this is like the little sanctuary in hell.

There are many listed ways out if you feel like browsing. Common choices currently are N(nitrogen) and SN(sodium nitrate), or things like the blood choke. Some people also make cocktails of antidepressants and illicit drugs. Regardless if you are truly past the point of no return I encourage to discuss and confirm with others. That way your trip to peace is safe(as in no chance u survive) and painless.

If venting or recovery is still a possibility you're interested in feel free to share your experiences and thoughts. Even if you feel it's useless it might help another person.

Anyways welcome to our wicked abode!

Not to be a dick but it's nitrite not nitrate. If someone purchases the latter thinking it's the former it could ruin their attempt. I've made the same mistake in typing nitrate in the past lol

Welcome, OP. Sorry life brought you to this point

 

[Holu]

Not to be a dick but it's nitrite not nitrate. If someone purchases the latter thinking it's the former it could ruin their attempt. I've made the same mistake in typing nitrate in the past lol

Welcome, OP. Sorry life brought you to this point

NOOO U RIGHT. I'm editing Jesus Christ thank you for catching that. OML I would never handle the guilt. Thank you so much
Shit it's beyond editting

 

[arcadia]

NOOO U RIGHT. I'm editing Jesus Christ thank you for catching that. OML I would never handle the guilt. Thank you so much
Shit it's beyond editting

It's okay they'll see the correction here. I made the same mistake more than once don't worry

 

[Holu]

It's okay they'll see the correction here. I made the same mistake more than once don't worry

I reported my own comment so hopefully mods make it go bye bye

 

[nonialabaster]

Don't mean to hijack OP's post, but it's my last day on this God-forsaken planet, so y'all will just have to bear with me. This is probably my favorite photo of the late, great Miss Kristen. It captures her queenly presence beautifully, I think.