New here, time to ctb

[Nowayoutjose]

I just want everything to work out for you

I really appreciate it. Thanks for taking your time to hear me out. Good luck with everything and if you feel like it, I'd be glad to hear your story out.

 

[sickInsominic42]

Okay well I'm terminal alot of my intestines have been removed as well as my stomach. I have Insomnia, depression, anxiety, I self harm, have been mentally and physically abused. Now you have they short and sweet story of my life. Just don't feel sorry for me. Because even if it's for different reasons we are all in the same boat. Listening to the same song of sadness

Okay well I'm terminal alot of my intestines have been removed as well as my stomach. I have Insomnia, depression, anxiety, I self harm, have been mentally and physically abused. Now you have they short and sweet story of my life. Just don't feel sorry for me. Because even if it's for different reasons we are all in the same boat. Listening to the same song of sadness

But as of right now I don't care about that. I am here for you right now.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Yeah, that's kind of my biggest issue in life hehe. I'll just go full speed into a tree with no seatbelt. I doubt they'll be able to prove anything.

Hey honey..sorry to hear that this is an option..Like someone said, PD will know it wasn't an accident..even at first glance on the scene, they look for deep tire skid marks to see if person tried to brake..they will knw

 

[Nowayoutjose]

Okay well I'm terminal alot of my intestines have been removed as well as my stomach. I have Insomnia, depression, anxiety, I self harm, have been mentally and physically abused. Now you have they short and sweet story of my life. Just don't feel sorry for me. Because even if it's for different reasons we are all in the same boat. Listening to the same song of sadness

But as of right now I don't care about that. I am here for you right now.

Wow. People on here make me feel like a fucking idiot for doing this after hearing your stories. FUCK. I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could give you my organs.

 

[sickInsominic42]

Hey honey..sorry to hear that this is an option..Like someone said, PD will know it wasn't an accident..even at first glance on the scene, they look for deep tire skid marks to see if person tried to brake..they will knw

That is completely true. I think that no matter what you do their going to know.

 

[enjoy]

i wish you peace and clarity of mind. sorry to hear that you're leaving us so soon.

 

[sickInsominic42]

Wow. People on here make me feel like a fucking idiot for doing this after hearing your stories. FUCK. I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could give you my organs.

No no no. DO NOT ever think for a moment that your problems are any less important than mine. We are in the same place regardless of the reasons. You are just as important as anyone else

 

[Nowayoutjose]

Hey honey..sorry to hear that this is an option..Like someone said, PD will know it wasn't an accident..even at first glance on the scene, they look for deep tire skid marks to see if person tried to brake..they will knw

Amazing. I can't even fucking die on my own awful terms. This fucking life, I hate it so much.

 

[Jessamine]

Crashing a car isn't a bad idea, never thought of it. Appreciate it!

This is probably how I'll end up doing it. I know all the facts about it, I know it's not a totally reliable method, but I just can't do poisoning, or drowning they just aren't for me. I figure if I disable the airbag and drive fast enough into a bridge or wall it will do the job.
Maybe if you were going to crash your car you could mention to people you know you've been fainting recently then they might just think you fainted at the wheel? You'd need to be prepared though for being badly injured but not dead and also make sure to not do it in a way that risks other people.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Have u tried filing for bankruptcy? I know that u have lost so much, but u CAN get it back n more. It will just take some help..it's not IMPOSSIBLE my friend..

 

[Nowayoutjose]

Have u tried filing for bankruptcy? I know that u have lost so much, but u CAN get it back n more. It will just take some help..it's not IMPOSSIBLE my friend..

We have no such thing where I live. You're in debt for the rest of your life if you don't sort it out. If I put it this way; even if I would try, I wouldn't even be able to pay the interest that's growing each year. It's all my own fault though. If I had acted on time and didn't just lay there with a crippling depression I would of sorted it out.

No no no. DO NOT ever think for a moment that your problems are any less important than mine. We are in the same place regardless of the reasons. You are just as important as anyone else

My problems are nothing compared to yours, we don't have to act like they are. It's ok. People like you deserve a second chance way more than people like me.

 

[Lostandfound7]

My problems are nothing compared to yours, we don't have to act like they are. It's ok. People like you deserve a second chance way more than people like me.

U know who deserves a second chance, everyone who messes up..no one persons r more deserving of a second chance than others..we all mess up n make mistakes..I have made MANY n live with regret everyday of my life..
So, u do deserve a second chance, just as anyone of us does..

We have no such thing where I live. You're in debt for the rest of your life if you don't sort it out. If I put it this way; even if I would try, I wouldn't even be able to pay the interest that's growing each year. It's all my own fault though. If I had acted on time and didn't just lay there with a crippling depression I would of sorted

It's OK. We all make mistakes..much of the debt MANY ppl incur wont b paid off in their lifetime. I have home mortgage,many student loans including doctorate degree,credit card debt.if it gets paid wonderful. But I know that some won't get paid before I die..

 

[Dead beat dad]

Hello everyone,

I'm a 30 y.o dude who's simply ran out of options. I've always known my life would take a turn for the worse, but somehow I managed to get myself a pretty good life. I had a house, girlfriend, dog, friends, my own business. During the past 3 years I lost my home, girlfriend, dog, business and mental health. I'm in such heavy debt that I'll never be able to pull myself out and my mental health doesn't allow me to. I've tried to sort things out but it's impossible. So here I am, ready for the bus and I need your help.

What's holding me back is the fact that I have great parents, a sister and two nieces who mean the world to mean. I can't find a way to pull through knowing it will ruin their lifes. They don't deserve it. So I'm here to ask you; How do I get this done and make it look like an accident? I'm not the least scared or worried about dying so I'm not here for attention, but for help with pulling this off.

I'm flat out broke, I mean I can't even buy a can of soda, and I'm afraid of heights / drowning / choking. Other than that I'm open about everything. Do you have any suggestions? Thank you!

Hello friend.
It sounds like you've always struggled with you mental health, maybe you've just been really good at wearing a mask.
I'm so sorry for your situation, you're clearly in one of the darkest places a chap can be.
I would be loathe to suggest a way someone my end their life, this website is full of useful places to look for this sort of stuff.
I hope in that search you find some of the kindness and compassion that I and many others have found and that this brings some light to the dark.
I know this will probably get asked repeatedly but have you opened up to your folks and family who you love so much. Maybe they love you too and will be there to bring some more light too.
So many come here lamenting the things that they have lost, people, jobs, businesses and it is just really sad.
Once you are lost to yourself brother there is no coming back from that darkness.
I hope that you can find peace and kindness in your future, where ever that may take you and that you pain and suffering end soon.
You may feel that you have nothing, something I and many others here feel too, but we have each other and we have tomorrow. Don't be lost to us and yourself forever friend unless you can know no other peace.
Love and respect
DBD

 

[sickInsominic42]

We have no such thing where I live. You're in debt for the rest of your life if you don't sort it out. If I put it this way; even if I would try, I wouldn't even be able to pay the interest that's growing each year. It's all my own fault though. If I had acted on time and didn't just lay there with a crippling depression I would of sorted it out.



My problems are nothing compared to yours, we don't have to act like they are. It's ok. People like you deserve a second chance way more than people like me.

You and I are both here. My issues are equal to yours. We want the same outcome. Peace and comfort. Even I can say someone else has it worse than me. But it doesn't mean any of our problems are more important than others.

 

[Mistry420]

If you're in UK I'd use the storm as a way to crash ur car because anything can happen in this weather as long as you don't hurt other people just need to think about it or drive out into sticks, I don't know it's a hard one to think about, can even take accidental pill overdose ? Just can't leave a note or act like anything was up .

what about going camping and taking the cooker into the Car so u get poisoned ? Seen stories that say it was "accidental" by family

 

[sickInsominic42]

How are you feeling?

 

[Nowayoutjose]

How are you feeling?

I'm not sure. I can't get over my guilty conscience. I'm so ready, but the idea of everyone finding out I did this scares me. Even though I won't be there to experience it, I'm scared shitless of fucking up my family.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I'm not sure. I can't get over my guilty conscience. I'm so ready, but the idea of everyone finding out I did this scares me. Even though I won't be there to experience it, I'm scared shitless of fucking up my family.

I know what you mean about feeling guilty. I wish I knew what to tell you to help you

 

[LastRide]

Coke, man I love the smell of that stuff. It'd be a great way to go...if you get lucky

You'd better be lucky, since I don't know how you can possibly OD on cocaine alone? I mean unless you take something else which causes interaction with lethal side-effects...? I am not a regular user just occasional and I thought right what if I snort those 3g all at once will I die? Nope. Just barely raised my heartbeat. And made me feel very horny, which was really awful since I live alone and have had no sex life for over 2 years....

 

[squirtsoda]

You'd better be lucky, since I don't know how you can possibly OD on cocaine alone? I mean unless you take something else which causes interaction with lethal side-effects...? I am not a regular user just occasional and I thought right what if I snort those 3g all at once will I die? Nope. Just barely raised my heartbeat. And made me feel very horny, which was really awful since I live alone and have had no sex life for over 2 years....

Yeah it wouldn't be my way out, just a joke. But yeah idk how you'd OD via toxicity, only by cardiac arrest, and the amount would be highly individual with lots of variables.

 

[LastRide]

Wow. People on here make me feel like a fucking idiot for doing this after hearing your stories. FUCK. I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish I could give you my organs.

I can give my organs too very soon but I doubt anyone would want to use them after all I've done to them....

 

[sickInsominic42]

Yeah it wouldn't be my way out, just a joke. But yeah idk how you'd OD via toxicity, only by cardiac arrest, and the amount would be highly individual with lots of variables.

You can use it to numb yourself if your planning on hanging

 

[squirtsoda]

You can use it to numb yourself if your planning on hanging

That'd be quite a premium numbing agent lol, powder the rope a lil bit

 

[Nowayoutjose]

Alright guys, I'm off. Good luck to you all and much love for the support during this quick visit. I wish you all the best!

 

[sickInsominic42]

Alright guys, I'm off. Good luck to you all and much love for the support during this quick visit. I wish you all the best!

We are all here for you. We support your decisions wether it be ctb or postponing