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eddy123

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Aug 14, 2025
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Im new here, so hello everyone.

I have 2 questions:

- First off, where is the search function? The new members FAQ states there is one. I also didnt want to first have to find a mod, and then PM, and have to wait a few days before reply, so i ask it here. Am i just looking over it??

If i have the search function, i can check if other questions that i have are already answered somewhere.. , before i start posting stuff.


One other question straight away though,

I know that N is basically available nowhere anymore, and most consider it a useless 'hunt', but im still for now wondering if that,
suppose, that for one moment, a parcel of Nembutal/N/Pentob/other product name containing pentobarbital, would be sent in a parcel internationally,
and one of the brand names/product names (f.e. Halathal), would be on the shipping document, would this ring bells/get flagged at customs? And what would be further action?

Would customs actually check if you have an import license? Would they sent you a letter asking for such a license (like proof of being a certified physician of animals/humans), and would customs otherwise hold it/terminate the package?
Also interested in possible fines or penalties when this happens, although i would suspect a fine at best. (when its small quantity offcourse.)

Dont worry, i know everyone is scamming so im not wasting my money on scams.

After reading google and reddit on this, i have read that customs does check international parcels containing the obvious things like firearms, or counterfeit goods etc, but also medicines get checked.

I cant really figure out though if this is done with every package, or only a small percentage, and that one could take the risk.

Or is the only way of medicine not getting checked, 'falsifying' or stating different (more innocent) contents on the shipping document?

Anyone who has experience with this or has looked this up or could shed some light on this?


Thanks.

Eddy
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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New members do not have access to the search or chat functions.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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Welcome to SS! :) I hope you feel welcomed here in spite of not feel very welcomed by life~ :(
You will unlock the search function by being on the site for a longer time and posting more~ :) if needed, you can do site:sanctioned-suicide.net "[insert key word/phrase here]" on search engines that permit it prior to then~ :) make sure to check the "Suicide Resources Compilation" and ask your questions in the linked threads there too~ :)

Regarding your question about N, I highly doubt anyone would ever ship it to you as it's becoming more and more restricted, and people have been tried for doing so~ you'll likely have to go to them and make a covert/in-person deal at a place which has it for other purposes~ I have the same question about whether one could get SN on a plane, but idk either~
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you to this point.

To answer your first question, there is a search function, but you need a certain number of posts to unlock it, so reply to people's threads, or you can go to the off-topic section where there are forum games to easily increase your post count.

To answer your second question, I have no idea if customs would specifically search your parcel because it contains medication, but my guess would be absolutely yes, and if they looked it up and saw that it was pentabarbitol, it would definitely get flagged, and who knows you might end up in trouble, as I believe it is a controlled substance on many countries. I would absolutely not risk having it shipped to me.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you to this point.

To answer your first question, there is a search function, but you need a certain number of posts to unlock it, so reply to people's threads, or you can go to the off-topic section where there are forum games to easily increase your post count.

To answer your second question, I have no idea if customs would specifically search your parcel because it contains medication, but my guess would be absolutely yes, and if they looked it up and saw that it was pentabarbitol, it would definitely get flagged, and who knows you might end up in trouble, as I believe it is a controlled substance on many countries. I would absolutely not risk having it shipped to me.
forum games no longer count towards posts, but the "Say one word about your feelings", and "How are you feeling, don't think just type" are 2 places one can legitimately gain postcount
 
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Zardoz

Zardoz

Peace
May 21, 2025
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Would customs actually check if you have an import license? Would they sent you a letter asking for such a license (like proof of being a certified physician of animals/humans), and would customs otherwise hold it/terminate the package?
Also interested in possible fines or penalties when this happens, although i would suspect a fine at best. (when its small quantity offcourse.)

You haven't said what country you or this customs dept is in, so I'm assuming the US (when not specified its always the US folk :wink:).
You're posting this question to an international audience here (although granted this is a US based site). What is legal/tolerated substance-wise in one country is not in another (you can get publicly flogged and/or long prison sentences or even the death penalty for being in possession of fairly modest amounts of cannabis in several countries, just as an example).
 
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