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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
She was conscious yes, she was suffocating and trying to survive by grasping her neck. She died in pain. She fucked up because the noose was not tight and not in the correct place. Her Carotid arteries were not compressed to ensure quick unconsciousness. Regardless of your views on videos like this, it shows how important it is to research your method in depth, and what can happen if you don't.
Perhaps too her hair was in the noose which might have softened the pressure.
The video from the 3:00 to 4:30 shows that she stopped struggling in 1 minute and 30 seconds. According to the suicide techniques compiled at lostallhope.com it supposed to take around 7 minutes.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
l wonder too why some chose to fylm themselves l never got why they do yt
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
But why would her body be flinching like that if she was conscious? I've only seen that when they're lights out.

Flinching is different. Involuntary spasming is different. That was a conscious act to grab and hold the blanket. Her technique was off.
 
Avicii

Avicii

Looking
Sep 4, 2018
424
So calm going about it too - I couldn't I would have to be off my tits on cocaine and alcohol like Keith Flint - that struggle put me right off Nembutal it is bastard bitter taste
 
CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
I mean.... it's a solution that literally kills you. Of course it's not going to be palatable. Not having to suffer any longer is a small price to pay for the horrible taste.
 
Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
I mean.... it's a solution that literally kills you. Of course it's not going to be palatable. Not having to suffer any longer is a small price to pay for the horrible taste.

Table salt is pretty palatable. By all accounts, SN just tastes like table salt.
 
CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
Table salt is pretty palatable. By all accounts, SN just tastes like table salt.
Does it? It's gonna be my method. Well, either way, I'm so ready to go.
 
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Dazedandconfused32

Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
215
Flinching is different. Involuntary spasming is different. That was a conscious act to grab and hold the blanket. Her technique was off.
I guess I haven't seen enough hanging videos to know the difference. Just looked very similar. Poor girl . Makes me so sad that she had to suffer tremendously even up to the very end.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,159
I used to watch liveleaks all the time to sort of prepare myself for the possibility. It worked to an extent, the comments section was usually worse then the videos themselves. I do think that this sort of thing should be in a members only hidden forum as suggested above though.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
I guess I haven't seen enough hanging videos to know the difference. Just looked very similar. Poor girl . Makes me so sad that she had to suffer tremendously even up to the very end.

I saw one a few days ago. The hangee was out within seconds. Any movements were involuntary. The difference between the two is night and day.

I agree. I felt for her. Bad way to go.
 
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veren4h92l

veren4h92l

Member
Aug 15, 2019
47
RIP to the dear woman. Awful that she had to do so. May her soul and heart never be hurt again.
Honour her. She recorded, and other souls can prepare their off better.
Movements seem first unaware due to first slight hypoxia fainting, then a totally on-and-off conscious mix.




I saw one a few days ago. The hangee was out within seconds. Any movements were involuntary. The difference between the two is night and day.

I agree. I felt for her. Bad way to go.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
2,659
The noose never closed so there was only a partial constriction. A tough way to exit.
That is why proper planning is essential whatever the method.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
It's sad to see this. You can almost see she regretted it. May she rest in peace. ): Sucks this is my method too but now I have 2nd doubts.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Perhaps too her hair was in the noose which might have softened the pressure.
The video from the 3:00 to 4:30 shows that she stopped struggling in 1 minute and 30 seconds. According to the suicide techniques compiled at lostallhope.com it supposed to take around 7 minutes.
that minute would have felt like an eternity :(
 
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Crystal Labeija

Crystal Labeija

Experienced
Jun 3, 2019
216
l wonder too why some chose to fylm themselves l never got why they do yt

Many suicidal people are lonely, and live streaming makes it feel like there people around you.
 
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alexithymia

alexithymia

Student
Sep 18, 2019
176
This was brutal to watch. The motions her body make are sickening. I understand that her technique was poor but no one deserves to go out feeling the way (I assume) she felt. Poor woman. May she rest in peace.
 
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veren4h92l

veren4h92l

Member
Aug 15, 2019
47
RIP to the dear woman.
Awful that she had to suffer so much.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
This was brutal to watch. The motions her body make are sickening. I understand that her technique was poor but no one deserves to go out feeling the way (I assume) she felt. Poor woman. May she rest in peace.
l wonder what was her story and reasons
 
AgonyOnMe

AgonyOnMe

Member
Oct 19, 2019
46
That was odd. Can you have involuntary limb movements and still be conscious? I've never seen that before.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Well I'll just say my piece. I have zero interest in watching it. Most of it comes from sources that have worse and not for any educational purposes. This being normalised is a good enough reason to kill myself in itself
 
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sadbunny

sadbunny

Experienced
Jun 7, 2019
249
Well I'll just say my piece. I have zero interest in watching it. Most of it comes from sources that have worse and not for any educational purposes. This being normalised is a good enough reason to kill myself in itself
My thoughts EXACTLY!
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
Damn.. that was really..something.
I know hanging isnt a very pleasant way to Go half the time but that looks pretty brutal..:/

But i really don't undertsand the recording of it. Like why do it..
I used to watch liveleaks all the time to sort of prepare myself for the possibility. It worked to an extent, the comments section was usually worse then the videos themselves. I do think that this sort of thing should be in a members only hidden forum as suggested above though.
The comment section is disgusting. Can't believe there's shameful ppl like that. Its another reason why im leaving. This world is just plummeting
 
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Heart of Ice

Chillin'
Sep 26, 2019
362
I'm more offended with the porn ads on the website than the video... I don't know why people are complaining.
 
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ish

ish

Experienced
Jul 20, 2019
268
Her loop did not tighten, so that the blood supply to the brainstem through the vertebral artery was not cut off, the video shows that 1 minute
and 30 seconds she was conscious, she just suffocated.
Probably if the loop cut off the blood supply through the pressure
to the brain would lose consciousness in a few seconds.
It looks bad, but it's not much time compared to others
methods. In fact, only the time to lose consciousness counts.
Performed correctly this method is the least unreliable.
It is also one of the most frequently chosen methods.
 
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Life+me=error

Life+me=error

Warlock
May 22, 2019
736
Short term struggle for a long term peace
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Yes but I'm wondering if perhaps it took longer than the 1:30 shown in the video.
I don't know. I'm finding it really hard to think about actually. I watched it & I regret doing so- that's all I know. I won't be doing that again I can tell you
 
kappa

kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
I cannot watch the video, is it posted anywhere else?
 

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