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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
I cannot watch the video, is it posted anywhere else?
I don't know who you are or how old you are (not sure that is relevant) but I would highly recommend not watching it. There is little to be gained from it. I don't know why I did. I regret it & hate myself more for doing so. & no it won't help with 'technique' or anything. It's just a sad, horrible vid. If u like I tell u what happens...but I would say would also be to no ones benefit :(
 
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kappa

kappa

Experienced
Apr 2, 2019
233
I don't know who you are or how old you are (not sure that is relevant) but I would highly recommend not watching it. There is little to be gained from it. I don't know why I did. I regret it & hate myself more for doing so. & no it won't help with 'technique' or anything. It's just a sad, horrible vid. If u like I tell u what happens...but I would say would also be to no ones benefit :(
If you are thinking about certain methods yes I think viewing videos are beneficial.
 
Yuqani

Yuqani

a poorly written character
Oct 30, 2019
31
Given the nature of the discussions, I think concrete, "unromanticized" reality checks have their merit
But I also believe explicit content like this has inherent potential to challenge the essence of this forum, no matter how much educational value ends up being extracted.
Especially after reading those appalling comments on that linked site, I deeply appreciate people like Lethe being a voice of consciousness between all the morbid pragmatism.
 
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Sparrow's Song

Sparrow's Song

Hegesias
Feb 21, 2019
3
Badasss, for some reason my lips went numb while watching that.
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
If you are thinking about certain methods yes I think viewing videos are beneficial.
thats what i did kind of think at first, i guess i just got so upset by it. So on a personel level i wont be watching another.
 
Chlo

Chlo

Experienced
Feb 17, 2019
213
Sad. ): I don't think she was necessarily conscious because she was definitely convulsing. It could have been SI making her struggle and grab at the rope.
 
Ἡγησίας

Ἡγησίας

Student
May 20, 2019
191
The comments on that page are one of the most disgusting things I've ever read in my life. Shitty people.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

Can'tStandAnymore

Custom title
Mar 16, 2019
234
That's the reason I would never choose full suspension...
 
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Quax

Quax

Student
Nov 16, 2019
140
Yes, that video is brutal, but the comments are even more brutal....that clearly shows how fucked up parts of our society are. The world around us is so sick...hard to stand It.
 
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I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Her loop did not tighten, so that the blood supply to the brainstem through the vertebral artery was not cut off, the video shows that 1 minute
and 30 seconds she was conscious, she just suffocated.
Probably if the loop cut off the blood supply through the pressure
to the brain would lose consciousness in a few seconds.
It looks bad, but it's not much time compared to others
methods. In fact, only the time to lose consciousness counts.
Performed correctly this method is the least unreliable.
It is also one of the most frequently chosen methods.
Thanks for the info. Probably better to do soft hanging since it's easier to fix error
 
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Reyki6667

Student
Oct 11, 2019
177
She messed up big time with research and preparation.
the type and noose position , the movable support, the " rope", the drop.

Normaly your are supposed to to use a noose that will constrict itself with your fall around your neck leaving no space to quicken the fainting part.


For the dancing part, it's something that constantly happen in the beginning since it's your brain taking over controlling your body and not you when in crisis /panic.

I the end her si took over and she tried to save herself from the agony.

But well too late, full suspension is the method where your si can't interfere.

In the end, when I watch the comments at the bottom of the video, the fuck with the Insanity of the people?!!!
 
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NordNihilist

NordNihilist

Member
Nov 16, 2019
16
Looks like bed sheets are a bad idea... Was my initial choice of ligature before coming to this site as its readily available.
 
I’vehadenough

I’vehadenough

Elementalist
Sep 15, 2018
847
Im not sure bed sheets are s good idea, it's better to use a Slipknot so that the noose tightens so you can pass out before feeling any pain. This is why belts are popular, they automatically tighten with the weight of your head.

It's a scarcity resort for prisoners or people with no access to other ligeratures.
 
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EBEN30

Member
Jan 12, 2019
81
I don't get some of these comments. You are literally on a forum that is dedicated to people killing themselves. Apparently y'all think the act of doing it is fine, but you start complaining when you actually see it happening.

This is just as educational (I would argue even more) as a topic describing how to do it with pictures made in Paint.

Yes videos like these might not be for everyone. OP made a very clear title so you either enter or you don't.

Sorry, I disagree with this, you can be OK with someone's right to end their own life but it doesn't mean you have to take pleasure in watching people in that moment. This was a difficult watch for me.

I get where you're coming from and I suppose the rules here allow for posts like that, which is a little concerning as I'd never want this to become a place where people come to find videos of that type because they have some form of a 'kink' for it.

That all being said I can see the argument that it is a good educational resource on what not to do if you're going to choose this method.

Personally, I don't understand why people want to choose a method like this, I worked in a care home and seen someone left paralysed from hanging so could never go through with that. When there's methods like SN out there, that appear to be more reliable and peaceful I find it hard to justify any other methods but I respect and understand that people are adults and have the right to choose the 'best' method for them personally. SN wont be available to everyone and I get that.

I don't know, I just feel like your response was kind of 'your on a suicide forum so you're supposed to like watching people kill themselves' which I know isn't what you said directly but that's how I and a few others have taken it.

I personally think anyone who's come to the point of having to end their own life, that's a pretty sad place to end up, I don't rejoice in anyone's suicide I just hope that they found the peace they were looking for and respect their decision.

The only time I'd feel anything close to 'happiness' is when that 100+ year old man chose to end his life, I get that. I also get it in cases of terminal illness as well but still find it sad that life dealt them those cards.

Of course I find comfort in the fact people aren't going through their suffering anymore as well.

Sorry, I'm ranting on now, my point was just because I suppose pro-choice doesn't mean I have to like watching or seeing these videos but I respect the point they act as an educational resource.
 
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
I won't watch it, I have zero desire to.
Hanging has never even crossed my mind. I would never want anyone to have to find my body hanging, too traumatic.
And... I have a neck full or rods and screws, so I have no idea how that would affect the attempt.
 
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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
Sorry, I disagree with this, you can be OK with someone's right to end their own life but it doesn't mean you have to take pleasure in watching people in that moment. This was a difficult watch for me.

I get where you're coming from and I suppose the rules here allow for posts like that, which is a little concerning as I'd never want this to become a place where people come to find videos of that type because they have some form of a 'kink' for it.

That all being said I can see the argument that it is a good educational resource on what not to do if you're going to choose this method.

Personally, I don't understand why people want to choose a method like this, I worked in a care home and seen someone left paralysed from hanging so could never go through with that. When there's methods like SN out there, that appear to be more reliable and peaceful I find it hard to justify any other methods but I respect and understand that people are adults and have the right to choose the 'best' method for them personally. SN wont be available to everyone and I get that.

I don't know, I just feel like your response was kind of 'your on a suicide forum so you're supposed to like watching people kill themselves' which I know isn't what you said directly but that's how I and a few others have taken it.

I personally think anyone who's come to the point of having to end their own life, that's a pretty sad place to end up, I don't rejoice in anyone's suicide I just hope that they found the peace they were looking for and respect their decision.

The only time I'd feel anything close to 'happiness' is when that 100+ year old man chose to end his life, I get that. I also get it in cases of terminal illness as well but still find it sad that life dealt them those cards.

Of course I find comfort in the fact people aren't going through their suffering anymore as well.

Sorry, I'm ranting on now, my point was just because I suppose pro-choice doesn't mean I have to like watching or seeing these videos but I respect the point they act as an educational resource.

I'll explain it later because I am not in the mood right now, but yeah you misunderstood my point. If I remember correctly there was another thread like this where I explained what I meant so I will link it if I can find it.

I appreciate you being civil even though you disagreed with what you thought was my point.
 
CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
This is terrifying.. I hope she found peace after all that. Exactly why hanging scares me. The comments on that video are disgusting..
 
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Valsalva

Member
Feb 25, 2020
96
But why would her body be flinching like that if she was conscious? I've only seen that when they're lights out.
Her movements were controlled bcz sehe was conscious. What you mean are convulsions, decerebrate and decorticate posturings, which are not controlled.
 
YukiFox

YukiFox

Pastel demon
Dec 8, 2018
320
I hate when gore forums and sites posts videos like this. They add more prejudice to CTB rather than help. We aren't death fetishists. We are people with serious struggles and this kind of video only contribute to a bad image of persons who CTB instead to understand more our feelings and see more compassion for us. And for the people on gore sites who enjoy this and it's their morbid pleasure to see anothers suffering, @$#* you.
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

Experienced
Jun 27, 2019
274
It was hard to watch but I'm thankful for seeing it. This is my method and I think it is likely that something like this will happen to me. I hope she is at peace now, I'm sure that 1min 30 felt like a lifetime
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
It's mesmerizing, the video. I wish it was me.
 
Ghassane

Ghassane

Feral kitten
Mar 8, 2020
117
U should know that it's not supposed to take this much time for u pass out and try to go back, she fucked up because she doesn't know her sweet spot she didn't hit it that's why she didn't pass out what u see her doing with her body that looks like a dance it's not meant to happen if managed to pass out basically she was in pain and she wanted to stop by moving her arms and body if passed out ur body will make some convultions cramps that doesn't look this scary, that is why full suspension is bad because if u didn't hit the right spot ur fucked.
 

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