New but been a guest for a long time, hoping to cbt on Saturday if I get the chance

[Freeme3820]

I've been a lurker for a long time on here and have just set an account up, hoping this sat will be the night all my mental torture is over, I have sn and hopefully will have enough time to finally be at peace, I know your not suppost to try sn but I did a couple of weeks ago (I wasent too bothered if it fully worked tbh) , around half a gram I would guess it was, I diddent use water though I put it between oreos , I had one of them finger clips on that tells you your oxygen levels and although it diddent go down dramatically it did go down so I'm hoping thats a good sign it will work

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Good luck, and I hope you find peace whatever you decide to do.

If you or anyone else here needs to chat, I'm down anytime.

 

[Freeme3820]

Thank you that's really kind, I just want out now, nothing is getting any better tbh