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NgaiOiTai

Member
Apr 30, 2019
19
I'm curious. For those of you who've tried it, how does the taste compare to spirits like vodka, tequila, whiskey, gin, or brandy? Is it worse or better? Does it have a burning sensation like alcohol?
Hi. The initial taste is a bit like melted paracetamol - not too bad, but it leaves a very strong aftertaste that is similar to taking a shot of alcohol.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
I believe each bottle of Nembutal is 100 millileters.
This is correct
So I have tried 1ml of N just now - and I am positively surprised. It tastes chemically bitter and is little bit caustic but it is manageable. Effort of drinking 200ml is nothing compared to effort of other suicide methods.
How did you test it? You put a neddle inside the rubber or did you open it? Is it still fresh? How do you felt afterwards?
 
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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
This is correct

How did you test it? You put a neddle inside the rubber or did you open it? Is it still fresh? How do you felt afterwards?
I put the needle. I redosed several times (I think this effect is called compulsive redosing). At first I felt drunk then my memory went to shit. I was sleeping whole next day. Today. I feel really relaxed like I've never felt for months.
 
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secoma

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Mar 16, 2019
36
I put the needle. I redosed several times (I think this effect is called compulsive redosing). At first I felt drunk then my memory went to shit. I was sleeping whole next day. Today. I feel really relaxed like I've never felt for months.

Only 1ml of N had you sleep whole day? That's strange since 1ml contains only 60g of pentobarbital, the amount for usual treatment.
You probably took much more than 1ml like 10ml?

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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
Only 1ml of N had you sleep whole day? That's strange since 1ml contains only 60g of pentobarbital, the amount for usual treatment.
You probably took much more than 1ml like 10ml?

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I redosed several times (but I don't remember how many because my memory went away) so it was more than 1ml.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
I've written a guide on handling taste issues with N :

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278
 
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