Venting NEET (not by choice)

[ADHDloser]

Wish society would make it easier to die. I am to mentally unstable to work or study so I just rot at home. I feel so alienated from society. I receive benefits from the government, but I still have to look for work even though I am too ill to work. Just the way it is I guess. I wish I had a solid, accessible method :(

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it really dreadful and horrible how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where suicide isn't accepted as a valid option even know there is so much suffering in this cruel existence. I just wish there's the option of a guaranteed peaceful poison or suicide pill that's accessible, it truly would be such a relief, I understand feeling trapped in this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[1MiserableGuy]

You're describing me from four years ago. An unplanned kid jolted me out of a lot of it, but I'm still on this site so take that for what it is.

 

[silence ends]

Your not alone in this.
Never fit in.
Tried to improve. Tried it all.
35yo and society dont even let me disability pension(retirement).
I have to look for job altough i know i never could keep one and never will.
Adhd + autism brains with trauma enviroment growing up.
Hoping SN will do it for me, in my country there wont be euthanasia or assisted suicide for decades. Or when it comes its only for physically terminally ill.
I wish CTB will be the one thing in my life i can complete perfectly.

 

[iloverachel]

I am so sorry you cannot find work and feel alienated from society my friend