needing specific locations/ctb sites

[mymarbles]

anyone have particular locations they plan to ctb? i am personally very uncomfortable with doing it anywhere where someone could discover me as i know what it's like to feel intense emotional distress and could never just pass that on as someone else's problem.

i live in a very heavily forested area where it is easy to get lost and commonly happens. pretty much what hasn't been deforested for towns and villages is forest. there are also very deep ravine's, some of which i haven't been able to see the bottom

i am also known as a hiking enthusiast, which is also an opportunity to stage an accident (minus my history with attempts) but i do genuinly have a passion for it. my ideal way out would of course be deep in the forest, far away from cell service, (wouldnt bring a phone tho) and ctb deep in a ravine or honestly anywhere. when imagining this i do feel si thinking about my body being fuel for wild animals and such because that's kind of a morbid image but peace is peace and i try to shift that pattern of thought into how beautiful it would be to decompose and become a part of it. its beautiful green mountains/valleys separated by rivers, streams, brooks, i do truly love it and have always been drawn to it

i wonder if anyone else has felt something like this