dead-yaga
muddy moon
- Oct 24, 2020
- 48
hi. i am in need of information. my partner died in april (on cobain/cornell's d-day) but it was ruled not a suicide cause they had "no prior history of suicidal intent" (which is absolute bullshit bcuz theyve literally tried to cbt while i held them in my arms, plus many other times before i met them) so i have no idea how they were able to swing that. the police said oded on bromazolam, but as a user of the substance for self medication, i know it takes A LOT to kill you, which makes no sense for a suicide. my question is, would suboxone strips show up as opioids on a post-mortem drug test?
also, can ghb be confused for gabapentin in drug test results?
my love left behind for me a jar of about 5gs white powder (slight calming effect when ingested orally, but tastes bitter like medicine. same effect just lessened when snorted, but burns like a sunabitch. boofing leads to unexpected unconsciousness with no warning that can last 3-5 hrs?)
NOTE TO KIDZ: do not just start doing whatever to get a mysterious white powder in your body. i was extremely suicidal and self destructive after learning my partner was dead and so i was making poor decisions. i am not a role model i have severe brain damage.
and im waiting for the test to arrive but after my research i am guessing it is either some form of g compound (gbh, gbl, bdo, etc, they were a research chemical fan4lyfe bless their soul) or barbiturate (please please please please) because the only clue i have is a #5 or H5 (it smeared and is hard to read) on the lid of the jar (its one of those plastic roundish ones with a seal that people get in bulk for "homemeade cosmetics" and creams and the like.
After my incident of sudden unconsciousness without warning, im almost positive my beautiful little cocktail of a bunch of old clonazolam i saved + some morphine +whatever that stuff is + alcohol will be a guranteed ticket out. i hope so. but who know, ive been doing fent all summer & im still waking up in the morning, so maybe im just not strong enough or something,
also, can ghb be confused for gabapentin in drug test results?
my love left behind for me a jar of about 5gs white powder (slight calming effect when ingested orally, but tastes bitter like medicine. same effect just lessened when snorted, but burns like a sunabitch. boofing leads to unexpected unconsciousness with no warning that can last 3-5 hrs?)
NOTE TO KIDZ: do not just start doing whatever to get a mysterious white powder in your body. i was extremely suicidal and self destructive after learning my partner was dead and so i was making poor decisions. i am not a role model i have severe brain damage.
and im waiting for the test to arrive but after my research i am guessing it is either some form of g compound (gbh, gbl, bdo, etc, they were a research chemical fan4lyfe bless their soul) or barbiturate (please please please please) because the only clue i have is a #5 or H5 (it smeared and is hard to read) on the lid of the jar (its one of those plastic roundish ones with a seal that people get in bulk for "homemeade cosmetics" and creams and the like.
After my incident of sudden unconsciousness without warning, im almost positive my beautiful little cocktail of a bunch of old clonazolam i saved + some morphine +whatever that stuff is + alcohol will be a guranteed ticket out. i hope so. but who know, ive been doing fent all summer & im still waking up in the morning, so maybe im just not strong enough or something,
