Venting Needing a detailed list of my options (current best option: hanging)

[jimmyinnout]

I am leaning towards hanging, as I see the only 2 requirements as 1. some form of rope 2. something to suspend the rope from.

My issue is, finding a good place to hang from. I have tried a doorknob hanging a few times, eventually I escape from the rope, because my urge for oxygen supersedes my "longterm" vision of CBT as my IDEAL option. Let me state, I am thin, and "SHORT", so my weight is slightly lower than average.

Some other locations I have thought of as good locations for hanging - some form of metal structure - eg. there are some overpasses around my neighbourhood with metal guard rails. I think these could be good, but i'd have to maneuver myself around them in a very unoptimal way, as in, either jump over them (and the truth is, I have a dtrong self preservation instinct, so it may be difficult for me to take the plunge) or, I would have to hang off them similarly to the doorknob method, meaning, I'd be kneeling into the ground, using my calisthenic "strength" to pull my body weight onto the rope.

I have decided, I do not care about traumatizing anyone, and if my corpse is made an object of public interest, that is actually better for me, because I fucking hate you all. Any gender, race, nationality, or age, does not deserve to be SHIELDED from my corpse. Because I have tried justice, and gotten nothing in return. But that is besides the point. I mean: I am willing to hang in public, so let me know if there are any structures I should look for.

Also, what is a good household object to use for a rope, or stores to buy "rope" from. I am thinking of a hardware store.

 

[Leonszabs]

I don't really have that much "advice" to give you, but I am wishing you luck in finding peace I also think any hardware store would have rope that you could use, like Home Depot but definitely look online first just in case.

 

[hell toupee]

You can read the hanging mega thread, there is a lot of good info in there. You don't want to skip out on the details because you could end up just compounding your problems if something goes wrong.

I hope you can find some peace in whatever you do.

 

[jimmyinnout]

You can read the hanging mega thread, there is a lot of good info in there. You don't want to skip out on the details because you could end up just compounding your problems if something goes wrong.

I hope you can find some peace in whatever you do.

Thanks, I will check in detail, as I have neglected to look at the "basic" informational threads held within this site.

 

[hell toupee]

Thanks, I will check in detail, as I have neglected to look at the "basic" informational threads held within this site.

Absolutely. It's going to take some time, but it's better you get the details right than end up with brain damage.

 

[Timeless]

I am leaning towards hanging, as I see the only 2 requirements as 1. some form of rope 2. something to suspend the rope from.

My issue is, finding a good place to hang from. I have tried a doorknob hanging a few times, eventually I escape from the rope, because my urge for oxygen supersedes my "longterm" vision of CBT as my IDEAL option. Let me state, I am thin, and "SHORT", so my weight is slightly lower than average.

Some other locations I have thought of as good locations for hanging - some form of metal structure - eg. there are some overpasses around my neighbourhood with metal guard rails. I think these could be good, but i'd have to maneuver myself around them in a very unoptimal way, as in, either jump over them (and the truth is, I have a dtrong self preservation instinct, so it may be difficult for me to take the plunge) or, I would have to hang off them similarly to the doorknob method, meaning, I'd be kneeling into the ground, using my calisthenic "strength" to pull my body weight onto the rope.

I have decided, I do not care about traumatizing anyone, and if my corpse is made an object of public interest, that is actually better for me, because I fucking hate you all. Any gender, race, nationality, or age, does not deserve to be SHIELDED from my corpse. Because I have tried justice, and gotten nothing in return. But that is besides the point. I mean: I am willing to hang in public, so let me know if there are any structures I should look for.

Also, what is a good household object to use for a rope, or stores to buy "rope" from. I am thinking of a hardware store.

I'd rather take parachute diving lessons and when I have enough experience to go solo go out with a wingsuit and jump out a plane and fly a bit before I decide to just end it.

 

[jimmyinnout]

I'd rather take parachute diving lessons and when I have enough experience to go solo go out with a wingsuit and jump out a plane and fly a bit before I decide to just end it.

The price would be alot

 

[copioushopelessness]

I am leaning towards hanging, as I see the only 2 requirements as 1. some form of rope 2. something to suspend the rope from.

My issue is, finding a good place to hang from. I have tried a doorknob hanging a few times, eventually I escape from the rope, because my urge for oxygen supersedes my "longterm" vision of CBT as my IDEAL option. Let me state, I am thin, and "SHORT", so my weight is slightly lower than average.

Some other locations I have thought of as good locations for hanging - some form of metal structure - eg. there are some overpasses around my neighbourhood with metal guard rails. I think these could be good, but i'd have to maneuver myself around them in a very unoptimal way, as in, either jump over them (and the truth is, I have a dtrong self preservation instinct, so it may be difficult for me to take the plunge) or, I would have to hang off them similarly to the doorknob method, meaning, I'd be kneeling into the ground, using my calisthenic "strength" to pull my body weight onto the rope.

I have decided, I do not care about traumatizing anyone, and if my corpse is made an object of public interest, that is actually better for me, because I fucking hate you all. Any gender, race, nationality, or age, does not deserve to be SHIELDED from my corpse. Because I have tried justice, and gotten nothing in return. But that is besides the point. I mean: I am willing to hang in public, so let me know if there are any structures I should look for.

Also, what is a good household object to use for a rope, or stores to buy "rope" from. I am thinking of a hardware store.

Don't have any advice. Relatable, humans are hateable.

 

[Timeless]

The price would be alot

Well a family member can fly with his helicopter so that would save me alot of costs for lessons.
I wouldnt do it (CTB) if I scar my family or brake their trust and leave her with PTSD would do it in a beautiful place as high as possible with oxygen tank if needed.

But your right it can be pricey but I can afford it.
But was just thinking outside the box as I do alot in my (good paying) job. Which i consider where the magic happens ️